Unforgettable,thts wat u r…..

I am sitting idly,staring at the blank screen. Trying to put my chaotic thoughts down. The strains of ”Mula Mere Maula” reach my ears,I am captivated.There is something hypnotising abt the song. Its so melodious.

I love sitting idy with chaotic thoughts running thru my head.I dont wanna rein in my thoughts. I like drifting freely frm one thought to another. Though I always end up talking abt Him.But if it feels  gud 2 remember HIM.

I miss u ,a lot. Not a day passes me by wen i havent thought of u. My day begins with ur thought crossing my mind.

 I smile thinking how must be fast asleep though its 7A.M. I leave for college thining whether u have woken up or not, or still stuck to tht notorious “5 minute aur ….” I smile thinking u to be waking up at 11 am in the morning.But then U work so late at nites. I remember how i used to chatisise u 4 working so late at nites. I used to get so annoyed waiting 4 u 2 get back home.Once u went to visit ur sister n bro in law. And u were quite late while returning.All the way to home to u kept messaging me.Asking to to wait up for u. Rememeber how we used to go out for dinner sooooooooooooooooo late at nites. And once all restaurants have closed and we were forced to eat at a 5 star I laughed all the way back to home…..

I remember so many things….. It will take ages to forget them. ur memory is etched on my being, my soul. Every day I remmeber little things we did together.

U r sooo far away frm me now. The chasm is deep dark n bottomless. Where did We lose it ? The love…People were so envious of us. Always complimenting us on our gud fortune.

Shayad kissi ki nazar lag gayi huumare pyaar ko. Magar tum jahan bhi ho,pls do remember tht i wud always love u.

mujhse yeh har ghadi, meraa dil kahe
tum hi ho usaki aarzoo
mujhse yeh har ghadi, mere lab kahe
teri hi ho sab guftagoo
baatein teri itni haseen,

main yaad inko jab kartaa hoon
phoolon si aaye, khushaboo

rakh loon chhupaa ke main kahin tujhko
saayaa bhi teraa naa main doon
rakh loon banaa ke kahin ghar, main tujhe
saath tere, main hi rahoon

(meraa dil yahi bolaa, meraa dil yahi bolaa,
yaara raaz yeh usne hai mujh par kholaa
ki hai ishq mohabbat, jiske dil mein
usko pasand karta hai maulaa)

The above were few lines tht really touched me. Dont we all wish to be lost in the eyes of the one we love?Dont we feel the whole world beautiful wen we r in love? Dont we all wish to keep tht special person safe in our hearts  n be with them 4 eternity?