Hey Ashi!!!
Now that i have turned u down, I am getting all flustered. I mean it wud be a lie if i say that i didnt ant to go out with u. But its just that i dont trust ur reasons. I dont want to be a last minute change in plans. I dont wanna be a Plan B which u had to resort to wen ur initial plan 4 new yr failed.
I want to be appreciated for wat i am, Ashi.I am not Tv/Radio which u cud turn on n off according to ur wishes. i too have feelings damn it!!! I refuse to be ur plaything.
How I wish u had sincerely wanted to go out with me on new yr’s eve. It wud have been a wish come true.U spoke abt courtesy last nite wen i refused to recieve ur calls. Wen was ur courtesy wen i wrote to u wishing u a merry christmas?
I donno y u turn in to a hypocrite? Its all right for u to do it, but wen i do the same thing u give me a long lecture on courtesy/ politeness etc etc….
Damn I never wanted last nite to turn in to a slinging match but i donno with u i just cant keep my cool. With it its always a war. I donno y we both try to gain an upper hand wen we r together??!!!Y cant we be just “be”….i mean calm cool…like the other couples. Y do we need to fight n establish our supremacy over the other? Y cant we co exist peacefully???
I luv u n believe me i dont like fighting on evevry occasion. U donno wat the words”I luv u” can make me do. But one thing u have to admit Ashi, that the chemistry bet us is still sizzling. We always got on well n ended up having the best times of our lives.We hit it off so well. I have never hit it so well with any other guy b4. And i can bet that the way I hit it off with u no other woman/ gurl can. Take my word for it Ashi. If u had u wudnt have asked me out on new yrs eve. Ah I know u have the comeliest of gurls who r falling all over u. And i am suprised u chose me n not them 4 2morrow….
U may deny it…. But the truth is out there 4 all 2 see….no one hits it off so well as we do….. now the rest of the decision is on u. wat u wanna do in ur life….. How u chose to spend it n most importantly with whom…!!!!!
