Conversation Among The Ruins

Entries from April 2007

IS IT TRUE?

April 29, 2007 · 2 Comments

Is it Better For a Woman To Marry a Man Who Loves Her Than a Man She Loves???

What do u all think? Do revert back at ur earliest. Would like to know your opinion.

Categories: Echoes from the past

awry thoughts

April 28, 2007 · Leave a Comment

oHello ppl!

 how r u all doing?

well i have decided to share my collection of fav quotes with u all. Hope u wud take some time n read them. They r beautiful.

http://randomthoughtsofachronicthinker.wordpress.com/

 Thanks….

Categories: Different Beat

Hey shona!!!

April 26, 2007 · 4 Comments

Achha this is a very ishtupid song! i dont like it one bit. I mean it sounds so damn silly. Hey shona??!!! Wat the hell is tht? I mean it is nothing strange in bengali, its a very common term of endearment, but in Hindi this sounds so damn weird!!!

Anyways i must have gone mad completely, to be even listening to such a crap. But then it’s a one day wonder. I am sure i wont be listening to it again.

Ok now lets be silly n listen to Hey Shona…(P.S. there r loads of hey’s in it.  :-D

Hey dont u all feel tht bong is sweet language? And me being the sweetest bond oops bong gurl. :-)

hmmm.. i never called Ashi shona! Wat the hell is wrong with me? :-o Come to think of it i hardly called him by anything besides his name. I was too shy to call each other by endearments. Anyways, hey shona, Ashi. (sounds stupid!) I am sure Ashi wud have fumed had i started calling him Shona. :-D

Categories: Expressive Songs

Insatiable…

April 25, 2007 · Leave a Comment

Man is not the world spinning! I feel like i am a bubble in the gentle summer breeze, floating….

I feel like i am drunk. My senses are spinning. The world around me is fuzzy. My vision is blurred. I am flying as high as a kite. Catch me, I’m falling…

When moonlight crawls along the street
Chasing away the summer heat
Footsteps outside somewhere below
The world revolves I let it go
We build our church above this street
We practice love between these sheets
The candy sweetness scent of you
It bathes my skin I’m stained by you
And all I have to do is hold you
There’s a racing in my heart
I am barely touching you

[Chorus]

Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
Wanna taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable

The moonlight plays upon your skin
A kiss that lingers takes me in
I fall asleep inside of you
There are no words
There’s only truth
Breathe in Breathe out
There is no sound
We move together up and down
We levitate our bodies soar
Our feet don’t even touch the floor
And nobody knows you like I do
The world doesn’t understand
But I grow stronger in your hands

[Chorus]

Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
Wanna taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable

Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
Wanna taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable

We never sleep we’re always holdin’ hands
Kissin’ for hours talkin’ makin’ plans
I feel like a better man
Just being in the same room
We never sleep there’s just so much to do
Too much to say
Can’t close my eyes when I’m with you
Insatiable the way I’m loving you

[Chorus]

Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
Wanna taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable

Turn the lights down low
Take it off
Let me show
My love for you
Insatiable
Turn me on
Never stop
Wanna taste every drop
My love for you
Insatiable

Categories: Expressive Songs

Have I told U lately tht I love U

April 25, 2007 · Leave a Comment

I was watching MTV select today n then there was this caller who called all the way frm Australia to dedicate a song for his fiance. They will be getting married sometime this year. And this guy flew down to India to meet this gurl. And the most incredible thing abt the whole matter is the fact tht it’s gonna be an arranged marriage. It feels so nice to see ppl in love. The couple brought a smile on my face. It’s such a sweet thing to do.

This guy, he wanted to dedicate the song “Have I told u lately” by Rod Stewart. It’s such a sweet and romantic song. Just perfect! I have been sitting here all by myself with a silly grin on my face as if i have been the one the song has been dedicated to!!  :-D

Hey u ppl out there if u r in love with someone just go n tell them. And if u have someone who loves u back then pls pls “give thanks n pray to the One”. Make somebody happy. Go n tell them u love them. believe me no matter how many times u might have said it, it still feels nice to hear these three words. these words r timeless. One never gets bored of hearing them over n over again.

Anyways, may God bless this lovely couple n may they always be in love n have a long n happy married life.I hope God blesses u all with love which is everlasting. It’s such a joy to have someone who loves u back. the feeling tht u have someone to come back home to, it’s simply amazing.

 Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away my sadness
Ease my troubles, that’s what you do

Oh the morning sun in all it’s glory
Greets the day with hope and comfort too
And you fill my life with laughter
You can make it better
Ease my troubles that’s what you do

There’s a love that’s divine
And it’s yours and it’s mine
Like the sun at the end of the day
We should give thanks and pray to the one

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away my sadness
Ease my troubles, that’s what you do

There’s a love that’s divine
And it’s yours and it’s mine
And it shines like the sun
At the end of the day we will give thanks
And pray to the one

Have I told you lately that I love you
Have I told you there’s no one above you
Fill my heart with gladness
Take away my sadness
Ease my troubles, that’s what you do

Take away my sadness
Fill my life with gladness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do
Fill my life with gladness
Take away my sadness
Ease my troubles that’s what you do.

 

Categories: Expressive Songs

Shaam Se Aankh Mein Namin Si Hai

April 24, 2007 · Leave a Comment

I am feeling blue. His thoughts always make me melancholic. I donno wat to do abt it. Just cant get rid of my memories. This is not healthy. I shudnt be stuck in the past. Why cant i let things go? Why am i holding on to a past which is dead n gone. Oh God! pls set me free. I cant live without him. i cant live with him. Wat a pitiful state of affairs. Yeah, an affair. It was an affair to remember.

I miss u loads, sweetheart. This slow painful death , u r aware of every moment tht passes by. U r tortured by ur own loneliness. There is this gloomy air surrounding the house since u left, Ashi. I am trapped in the vicious circle of timelessness. Ppl around me r moving ahead with time. But i am still standing at the very juncture u had left me.This is so incredible. There is nothing bet us anymore. No contact. No communication. Nothing at all to remind me of ur existence in my life. yet somehow i feel myself bound to u. There is this invisible  force which keeps pulling me towards u. There was something magnetic abt u. I always felt tht.

I wish u had cared abt me a little. I wish had loved me a little. U killed our relationship with ur very two hands. U didnt let it die its natural death. i knew it had to end in nothingness. Yet i wanted to live on as long as fate had allowed us to be 2gether.This relationship was fated to be doomed even b4 it began. It was never meant to be. It just happened. None of knew how it happened. I still donno how or why it happened. All i remember is us meeting everyday. talking for hours. And then one fine day i realized i was in love with u. i wanted to break away then. Becoz i knew it was impossible. I still had some common sense left in my head. But then u refused to let me go. I remember u were dining out with ur frnds wen i had called u to let u know tht we cudnt go on 2gether any more. Tht i must go away. Away frm u. Coz i cudnt be with u. i knew if i de cided to stay back it wud mean only one thing-Heartache. And yes i was right. i wish u hadnt stopped me then. I wish u hadnt said wat u did then. i wish i cud turn back the time. I wish i had been stronger n not allowed emotions clamour my mind. I wish u hadnt swept me off my feet. I wish we were still together. I wish U had loved me, Ashi. I wish u had, baby.

Shaam Se Aankh Mein Namin Si Hai
Aaj Fir Aapki Kami Si Hai

Dafan Kar Do Hamein Ki Saans Mile
Nabz Kuch Der Se Thami Si Hai

Waqt Rehtha Nahin Kahin Chupkar
Iski Aadat Bhi Aadmi Si Hai

Koi Rishtha Nahin Raha Fir Bhi
Ek Tasleem Laazmi Si Hai

 

Categories: Echoes from the past

Acha Sila Diya Tune Mere Pyaar Ka

April 23, 2007 · 5 Comments

Na din ko sukun hain shakir

Na raat ko sukun hain

Yeh kaisa humpe umar

Ishq ka junoon hain

 

 

Jo rachaye hain tune

Haat mehndi se

Wo mehndi nahi hain

Mere dil ka khoon hain

 

 

Acha sila diya tune mere pyar ka

Acha sila diya tune mere pyar ka

Yaar ne hi lut liya ghar yaar ka

Acha sila diya tune mere pyar ka

 

 

Ha acha sila diya tune mere pyar ka

Yaar ne hi lut liya ghar yaar ka

Acha sila diya tune mere pyar ka

 

 

Mere pyar wale sabhi phool murjahaye

Kaate fizao wale mere hise aa gaye

Mere pyar wale sabhi phool murjahaye

Kaate fizao wale mere hise aa gaye

Raas na aaya mujhe sapna bahar ka

Raas na aaya mujhe sapna bahar ka

Yaar ne hi lut liya ghar yaar ka

 

 

Acha sila diya tune mere pyar ka

Acha sila diya tune mere pyar ka

Yaar ne hi lut liya ghar yaar ka

Acha sila diya tune mere pyar ka

 

Ashkon ki maala mere gale pehnake

Khush hain woh ghar kisi aur ka basake

Ashkon ki maala mere gale pehnake

Khush hain woh ghar kisi aur ka basake

Kar diya khoon dekho mere aitbaar ka

Kar diya khoon dekho mere aitbaar ka

Yaar ne hi lut liya ghar yaar ka

 

 

Acha sila diya tune mere pyar ka

Acha sila diya tune mere pyar ka

Yaar ne hi lut liya ghar yaar ka

Acha sila diya tune mere pyar ka

 

 

Naaz tere marke bhi haske utthaye hain

Ashkon ke moti teri yaad mein bahaye hain

Naaz tere marke bhi haske utthaye hain

Ashkon ke moti teri yaad mein bahaye hain

 

 

Sun kabhi shor mere dil ki pukar ka

Sun kabhi shor mere dil ki pukar ka

Yaar ne hi lut liya ghar yaar ka

 

 

Acha sila diya tune mere pyar ka

Acha sila diya tune mere pyar ka

Yaar ne hi lut liya ghar yaar ka

 

 

Acha sila diya tune mere pyar ka

Acha sila diya tune mere pyar ka

Yaar ne hi lut liya ghar yaar ka

Yaar ne hi lut liya ghar yaar ka

Yaar ne hi lut liya ghar yaar ka

 

I have nothing more to say. It breaks my heart everytime i hear the qawaali. I donoo how  or rather in wat state of mind the song might have been written. The thing which i like best abt Attaullah Khan is the fact tht his qawaalis are straight frm the heart. They pierce deepinto ur soul. Hits u Bam! I mean just listen to this man. He is awesome. The expressions are heart breaking. It kills u to.

 

 

 

Categories: Expressive Songs

April 22, 2007 · Leave a Comment

Ppls around me r trying to play match maker. I am not interested,they know it loud n clear. Still they just dont give up. it’s getting fanatic. Suddenly ppl r rushing in with proposals of marriage. Isnt 21 too young to get married? i mean is completion of graduation marks the onset of marriage proposals? And with the way ppl around me going crazy trying hard/best to see me off married to some chap who is either a doctor,  or computer engineer and very importantly an NRI! Wats with this NRI tag? I mean doesnt nice guys exist in this country anymore? Do we need to import them frm abroad? I donno y ppl r so taken up with a NRI groom.

My mom is getting worried. She thinks if i continue to say no to proposals around me i wud have no guy left to get married to. I am being bombed by proposals left right n centre. Realtives i dont remmeber seeing r calling my mum up, telling them abt this nice guy, who wud be perfect 4 me. Yeah right!

While all this fiasco is going around me, a thought flashed into my mind tht someday i wud have to get married. Not 4 myself but becoz my parents expect me to get married n settle down with someone. I realized tht i wud get married n … And Ashi, he wont do a single thing to try n avert it. He wont do anything except sit quiet n see me get married to someone else. Perhaps becoz he doesnt care enuf for me. If he had he wud have done something abt it a long time ago. I also realised something else. I realised tht i wudnt be able to forget Ashi ever. Tht i wudnt be able to love the man i marry completely. There wud always a part of him which he cant have access to. I can never be someone truly. I feel like a cheat. I know wat i wud be doing is wrong. Thst y i dont want to  get married to. i dont wanna ruin someone’s life. This poor chap might have some dreams some expectations which i wont be able to fulfill.

i wish Ashi was bold enuf to take some concrete steps. But then i think he never cared 4 me enuf. Y wud he go against the world? Why? I never meant anything to him. It was me all along. I thought it was serious. I thought tht all this meant something.

Categories: Echoes from the past

It’s raining Men!!!

April 21, 2007 · Leave a Comment

It’s raining Men! Yeah I am not kidding. I mean all of a sudden men r dying to go out with me. Frnds r busy matchmaking. Wat has the world come to? Why the sudden influx of men in my life?I wasnt missing them. The one i want, is uninterested in me.

I am being bombarded by proposals left right n centre! Wat is going on? Am i dreaming or wat?Or is there is sudden dearth of nice gurls?Watever i am not complaining. It seems nice to be the centre of attention of so many guys. I’m loving it.  :-D  

guys fighting to go out with me. WOW! this is like a dream come true for every woman. Hmmm.. i am enjoying this so damn much. I need to employ a secretary to keep the appointemts. Imagine my own lill black diary! heh heh heh

reminds me of the song frm Bridget Jones’ Diary. WOW!!! tall dark handsome men fighting over to go out with me… I can do a lill jig i am so damn overwhelmed by all the attention i am getting lately.

Humidity’s risin’
Barometer’s getting low
According to our sources
The street’s the place to go

Cos tonight for the first time
Just about half past ten
For the first time in history
It’s gonna start raining men

It’s raining men hallelujah
It’s raining men amen
It’s raining men hallelujah
It’s raining men amen

Ow

Humidity’s risin’
Barometer’s getting low
According to our sources
The street’s the place to go

Cos tonight for the first time
Just about half past ten
For the first time in history
It’s gonna start raining men

It’s raining men hallelujah
It’s raining men amen
I’m gonna go out I’m gonna get myself get
Absolutley soaking wet

It’s rainin men hallelujah
It’s rainin men every specimen
Tall blonde dark and lean
Rough and tough and strong and mean

God bless mother nature
She’s a single woman too
She took over heaven
And she did what she had to do

She fought every angel
To rearrange the sky
So that each and every woman
Could find the perfect guy

It’s raining men
Go get yourself wet girl I know you want to

I feel stormy where the roof is in
I’ve got to begin
Heaven on earth don’t you loose your head
Rip off the roof and stay in bed
Rip off the roof and stay

It’s raining men hallelujah
It’s raining men amen
It’s raining men hallelujah …

Categories: Expressive Songs

ek pal me sadiyan ji aayi…

April 20, 2007 · 1 Comment

Oh mann me lagan yeh jagi

Jag choota

Jag chotta kiya beiragi

Yeh baat wahan tak na pahunchi

Yeh chot jiya tak na laagi

Oh oh yeh dard zuban tak na aaya

Categories: Echoes from the past