Chithhi na koyi sandesh,Jaane woh kaun sa desh jaha tum chale gaye

Chithhi na koyi sandesh…
Ho… chithhi na koi sandesh
Jaane woh kaun sa desh jaha tum chale gaye
Chithhi na koyi sandesh
Jaane woh kaun sa desh jaha tum chale gaye
Chithhi na koyi sandesh
Jaane woh kaun sa desh jaha tum chale gaye
Jaha tum chale gaye
Is dil pe laga ke thhes jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jaha tum chale gaye…

Ek aah bhari hogi hamne na suni hogi
Jaate jaate tumne awaaz to di hogi
Har waqt yehi hai gham, us waqt kaha the hum
Kaha tum chale gaye
Chithhi na koi sandesh jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jaha tum chale gaye jaha tum chale gaye
Is dil pe laga ke thhes jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jaha tum chale gaye…

Har cheez pe ashkon se likha hai tumhaara naam
Ye raste ghar galiyaan tumhe kar na sake salaam
Hai dil mein reh gayi baat, jaldi se chhuda kar haath
Kaha tum chale gaye
Chithhi na koi sandesh jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jaha tum chale gaye jaha tum chale gaye
Is dil pe laga ke thhes jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jahan tum chale gaye…

Ab yaadon ke kaante is dil mein chubhte hain
Na dard thhaherta hai na aanson rukte hain
Tumhe dhhundhh raha hai pyaar, hum kaise karein iqraar
Kaha tum chale gaye
Chithhi na koi sandesh jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jaha tum chale gaye jaha tum chale gaye
Is dil pe laga ke thhes jaane woh kaun sa desh
Jahan tum chale gaye…
Ho kahan tum chale gaye   

So much for my happy ending. Why? Why do u do this to me God? Why do u lead me to few moments of happiness b4 plunging me into the heart of darkness? Why is Ashithe way he is? Why? Why cant u see me happy, God? Why do u hurt me? Why does He hurt me so much? Have i ever wronged Ashi? Tell me, have i ever been malicious? All i have ever asked is for his happiness. If it’s not with me, then with whoever, he might be happy with.

Why do u hurt me so much Ashi? Kyun karte ho aisa bar bar? All i have ever done is love u with all my heart. U r the reason i exist. Tum kyun karte ho aisa mere saath? Kya khata hai meri? wat have i done to u to deserve this? Pata nahin kis janam ka badla u r taking frm me Ashi.

No i am not trying to be dramatic. But i am disappointed. I am let down over n over again. Why? Why does it happen over n over again? Am i plain stupid tht i never learn frm my mistakes?

Why do i love u Ashi? Why cant i shake off the feeling? Why am i still hung up on u? Why cant i shake it off the way u did. So casually. As if it didnt mean a thing. U forgot everything so damn easily, Ashi. So easily. Did i ever mean anything to u? Did u ever love me? For a sec? For a min? For a moment?

Ppl say everything happens 4 a raeson. I donno wat might be the underlying reason behind the occurence of these events in my life. Except making me more n more cynical abt life. Making me lose my faith in ppl. Yes I dont trust anyone now. I am always suspicious of them. I never take  anything on face value. used to do it b4. Now i have stopped. PPl never appear to be wat they acrually r. Everyone is selfish. It’s always “ME FIRST!”

NO ONE wants to love. no one wants to commit. Everythings a game. MEANINGLESS. Frivilous. tRIVIAL.

Ashi says since i am young i should not attach too much imp to the relationship. Tht i should try to shake it off. But is it really so? Just becoz i am young(??) i am incacpable of loving someone deeply? Wat do u consider mature? is 21 still young? cant a woman aged 21 love a man ? Does her emotions mean nothing? Wen is the right time to fall in love then?

So much for second chances. So much for my happy ending.