it’s that time of the year again. yeah monsoon’s here. and i am missing u as hell. i keep wishing u were here with me. cuddled close to me. enjoying the rain.
I kept thinking abt u as i watched the rain thru the windows. i didnt feel like getting up n get drenched out in the rain. though i wanted to. but there was a lack. and i realized it was u. it wasnt the same without u.
it’s funny how u tend to associate things with someone. little things u never knew u r associating with a particular person, until that person is away. and u realize that u have been so involved with that person that u have started associating little things with that person.
In my case, i have loads of songs which remind me of him. every time i go to CCD i dont order a particular kind of coffee which i used to drink wen He was with me. And it was suppossed to be my fav cold coffee. anyway, love’s like that only.
Do u think of me, Ashi? Do u think abt me wen it rains? Do u think of me wen u hear a song which i liked a lot or one which we both liked one? Do u dance on our tunes? Do u think of me ever?
I wish u did. not often. but at least sometimes. dont little things remind u of me? u r so deeply embedded in my mind. i just cant get rid of ur memories.
All i can say, and again i am taking the help of a gazal to say wat i wish to say to u, ashi… yes, kash kabhi yun bhi ho…
Dariya Ka Saahil Ho, Poore Chaand Ki Raat Ho
Aur Tum Aao, Kabhi Yoon Bhi To HoPariyon Ki Mehfil Ho, Koi Tumhari Baat Ho
Aur Tum Aao, Kabhi Yoon Bhi To HoYe Naram Mulaayam Thandi Hawaayen, Jab Ghar Se Tumhaare Guzre
Tumhari Khushbo Churaayen, Mere Ghar Le Aayen, Kabhi Yoon Bhi To HoSooni Har Mehfil Ho, Koi Na Mere Saath Ho
Aur Tum Aao, Kabhi Yoon Bhi To HoYe Baadal Aise Toot Ke Barse, Mere Dil Ki Tarah Milne Ko,
Tumhara Dil Bhi Tarse, Tum Niklo Ghar Se, Kabhi Yoon Bhi To HoTanhaai Ho Dil Do, Boonde Hon Barsaat Ho Aur Tum Aao.
