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Entries from September 2007

om shanti om – dard e disco!!!

September 30, 2007 · 2 Comments

wow! SRK rocks!!!!

he takes my breath away. and women check tht body out!!!! man, is he making us woman go crazy. God!!!! The man has no right to look soooooooooooooooooooo yummy, so sexy! having trouble breathing, ladies??? :)

i swear, he looks awesome. i cant wait for the movie to release. and the best part is it will be vacation time so i can watch it first day first show !! yipeeeee!!!

and as 4 the song, Dard e disco!!! ufff!!! wat do i say? cant stop swaying on its rhythm. :) hey com’on after all it’s SRK! He can make the whole nation dance on his tunes.

i have been listening to it since evening, and i have lost the count of the number of times i have listened to it. and hey, am not tired of listening to it. neither wud u!!!! dont take my word at the face value, go check it out urself!!!! he will “make u crazy, crazy with his love” ;)  

chak de phatte!!!

O Haseena O Neelampari
Kargai Kaise Jaadugari
Neend En Aankhon Se Cheen Li
Haaye Dil Mein Bechainiya Hai Bhari
O Haseena O Neelampari
Kargai Kaise Jaadugari
Neend En Aankhon Se Cheen Li
Haaye Dil Mein Bechainiya Hai Bhari
Mein Bechara Hoon Awaraa
Bolo Samjahon Mein Yeh Abb Kis Kis Ko
[Dil Mein Mere Hai
Dard-e-disco
Dard-e-disco
Dard-e-disco ]
Ohh Fasle Gul Thi
Gulposhiyon Ka Mausam Tha
Hum Per Kabhi Sargoshiyon Ka Mausam Tha

Aaahan Fasle Gul Thi
Gulposhiyon Ka Mausam Tha
Hum Per Kabhi Sargoshiyon Ka Mausam Tha

Kaisa Junoon Khwaabon Ki Anjuman Mein Tha
Kya Mein Kahon Kya Mere Baagpan Mein Tha
Ranish Ka Chala Tha …Fhobwara
Phoota Jo Khwaab Ka… Goobbara
Abb Phirta Hoon Mein
London Pairis New York LA Sans Fansico

Dil Mein Mere Hai
Dard-e-disco
Dard-e-disco
Dard-e-disco

Dard-e-disco Come On Now Lets Go 


Lamha Lamha Armaano Ki Farmaaish Thi
Lamha Lamha Jurrrat Ki Aaajmaish Thi
Ahaonaaoan
Lamha Lamha Armaano Ki Farmaaish Thi
Lamha Lamha Jurrrat Ki Aaajmaish Thi
Abr-e-karam Ghir Ghir Ke Mujhpe Barsa Tha
Abr-e-karam Barsa To Tab Mein Tarsha Tha
Phir Kyun Na Hua Mazar Mera
Woh Mera Sanam Dilbar Mera
Dil Tod Gaya Mujhse Chod Gaya
Woh Peechle Mahine Ki Chaabis Ko
[Dil Mein Mere Hai
Dard-e-disco
Dard-e-disco
Dard-e-disco ]

O Haseena O Neelampari
Kargai Kaise Jaadugari
Neend En Aankhon Se Cheen Li
Haaye Dil Mein Bechainiya Hai Bhari
Mein Bechara Hoon Awaraa
Bolo Samjahon Mein Yeh Abb Kis Kis Ko
[Dil Mein Mere Hai
Dard-e-disco
Dard-e-disco
Dard-e-disco ]

Categories: Expressive Songs

taare hain baaraatii

September 28, 2007 · Leave a Comment

This is wat every girl dreams of. every girl cherishes this dream, right frm girlhood to womanhood. :) i shall be immensely criticised by feminists by yeah every girl dreams of this day. even the most liberated ones. We spend our teenage years wondering wat our prince charming wud be like. we weave dreams of this wonderful day.

i too have dreamt of it. of the day wen i will be united with the man i love. be one with him 4 eternity.  :) i donno if this is ever going to come true. but yes it is one of my cherished dreams. :)

a.Nkhiyaa.N milaa ke channaa
paa.Nvii.n naa judaa_ii ve
a.Nkhiyaa.N milaa ke channaa
paa.Nvii.n naa judaa_ii ve
deve na taane mai.n nuu.N saarii Kudaaii ve
a.Nkhiyaa.N milaa ke

taare hai.n baaraatii chaa.Ndanii hai ye baaraat
saato.n phere ho.nge ab haatho.n me.n leke haath (2)
jiivan saathii ham diyaa aur baatii ham
re jiivan saathii ham diyaa aur baatii ham
ja: taare hai.n baaraatii chaa.Ndanii hai yah baaraat
saato.n phere ho.nge ab haatho.n me.n leke haath (2)
jiivan saathii ham diyaa aur baatii ham (2)
saa: taare hai.n baaraatii chaa.ndanii hai yah baaraat

 ga.ngaa\-jamunaa se bhii paavan teraa meraa ba.ndhan
teraa prem hai phulawaari aur meraa man hai aa.Ngan
janamo.n\-janamo.n kaa hii sajanii teraa meraa saath
saato.n phere ho.nge ab haatho.n me.n leke haath
jiivan saathii ham diyaa aur baatii ham
ja: jiivan saathii ham diyaa aur baatii ham

 tuu hai jiivan me.n jo priitam sukh nahii.n maa.Nguu.N duujaa
aaratii naino.n se karatii huu.N man se terii puujaa
mai.n to dharm hii samajhuu.N terii kahii hu_ii har baat
saato.n phere ho.nge ab haatho.n me.n leke haath
jiivan saathii ham diyaa aur baatii ham
saa: jiivan saathii ham diyaa aur baatii ham
taare hai.n baaraatii chaa.Ndanii hai ye baaraat

 a.Nkhiyaa.N milaa ke channaa
aave na judaaii ve
deve na taane terii mai.nnuu.N saarii Kudaaii ve
a.Nkhiyaa.N milaa ke \

 

Categories: Expressive Songs

jaane kya – pyaar ke side effects

September 25, 2007 · Leave a Comment

 

Feeling blue! :(

such a sweet song. nothing elaborate abt the expression of grief. miss u, ashi. pls do come back to me. cant live without u. every day is nothing less than a year. come back, all ur conditions r accepted. just come back, ok? love u so much… :)   

Categories: Expressive Songs

Dil deewana… maine pyaar kiya

September 20, 2007 · Leave a Comment

1.jpgAchcha I know this song sounds very cliched but com’on I am a woman in love. And i think u all will agree tht even though it’s a cheesy song, it’s cute. it reminds u of ur childhood days, or ur youth… ie to say it makes us all nostalgic. So i have the right to be silly certain times. Well as for today’s song, its frm a movie each one of us had seen at least once in our lives. The super duper movie, the  mother of all romance movies in bollywood. It was such a craze in 90’s. I still remember watching it with my parents. Then again with my sis and other kids of our neighbourhood. infact i still watch it wenever they show it on cable TV. it was such a sweet movie. Gives u tht goody goody feeling, tht everything’s gonna be fine n dandy. Tht love ultimately wins.  :) Com’on we all want someone to love and to be loved for wat we r in return. Even the most liberated ones for they too desire the same thing deep inside their hearts. The tough exterior is just to ward off unpleasant experiences, heartache etc. We all want Love. Coz it’s love tht keeps us sane.  :)

    

I like a particular stanza of this song very much. it’s kind of silly coz i too had been making fun of love n such sentiments as expressed in the song b4 i met Ashi n fell in love with him head over heels! Hey i dont regret it one bit. I think we all shud love someone with all our being. IT’S AN OUT OF WORLD EXPERIENCE! Anyway, i was going to recite tht particular stanza. well this is wat i really do feel now. And i am sure all u ppl in love do feel the same too.

Duniya maange apni muraadein main to maangoon saajan
Duniya maange apni muraadein main to maangoon saajan
Rahe salaamat mera sajna aur sajna ka aangan
Iske siva dil rab se kuchh bhi chaahe na
Ye pagla hai samjhaane se
Samjhe na
Ye pagla hai samjhaane se
Samjhe na

I love you… Ashi. :)

Dil deewana bin sajna ke

Maane na
Dil deewana bin sajna ke
Maane na
Ye pagla hai samjhaane se
Samjhe na
Ye pagla hai samjhaane se
Samjhe na
 
Dhak dhak bole it ut dole
Din raina 
Ye pagla hai samjhaane se
Samjhe na
Ye pagla hai samjhaane se
Samjhe na
 
Duniya maange apni muraadein main to maangoon saajan
Duniya maange apni muraadein main to maangoon saajan
Rahe salaamat mera sajna aur sajna ka aangan
Iske siva dil rab se kuchh bhi chaahe na
Ye pagla hai samjhaane se
Samjhe na
Ye pagla hai samjhaane se
Samjhe na
 
Jee ye chaahe banake aanchal tumko lapetoon tan pe
Jee ye chaahe banake aanchal tumko lapetoon tan pe
Kabhi ye sochoon main ud jaoon tumko liye gagan pe
Aur bhi kuchh hain dil ke iraade kya kehna
Ye pagla hai samjhaane se
Samjhe na
Ye pagla hai samjhaane se
Samjhe na
 
Dil deewana bin sajna ke
Maane na
Ye pagla hai samjhaane se
Samjhe na . 
 

Categories: Expressive Songs

Aye Zindagi Gale Laga Le…

September 16, 2007 · Leave a Comment

Chhota sa saya tha, aakhon main aaya tha,

Humne do boondon se mann bhar liye

Chhota sa saya tha, aakhon main aaya tha,

Humne do boondon se mann bhar liye

Humko kinaara mil gaya hai jindgi

la la lala la la lala la la la

Humko kinaara mil gaya hai jindgi

I dont know whether i shud laugh or cry. Such soulful music. Such a meaningful song. I guess its true. Music is the best expression of a man’s thoughts. Sometimes wen u r totally lost for words, music comes to ur rescue.

Yes ,” humko kinara mil gaya tha, zindagi “. I met u and i found out a whole new definition of life.  It was suddenly so beautiful. Days were so bright. Suddenly had i so many things to look forward to.  I just cudnt stop smiling. Didnt know how to stop thinking abt Him. Cudnt stop making plans for future which which include the two of us together.

I was lost in a world of my own. Day dreaming. :) I thought myself to be so fortunate. I was with the man i loved most in the world. And i thought he loved me too. I had him to keep me safe. To hold me in his arms wen i need him.  Life was truly beautiful. Peaceful. So full of love and happiness. I suddenly knew wat it meant to be content with life.

Yes, we did have fights.  And often. Actually it was always me who used to fight with him, becoz i loved fighting with him and the way he wud later come back to me and make it up with me. Sounds silly na?  Two ppl fighting without any rhyme or reason? Well, we were silly. We were two ppl in love.  :) And believe me love makes u do crazy things.

We had nothing in common! NOTHING at all!!! He didnt like Hindi music. Nor movies. He didnt like gazals. Though later on i did find out tht he does love “few” gazals by jagjit singh, my fav artist. I found it out wen one day he dedicated a song to me. Actually two songs! I was soooooooooooo surprised to see him playing those two songs. One was “Tumko dekha to yeh khayal aaya, zindagi dhoop tum ghana chaya.” other was ” mera geet amar kar do”. I was floored. wow! i was speechless. i just didnt know wat to say to him, except love him some more.

Coming back to our dissimilarities, oh we had innumerable. I dont like paneer. He loves it. I am very finicky abt wat i eat. I work out regularly. He hasnt ever stepped  inside a gym as yet in his life. Then our reading habits.  i hate sci fi. He simply gobbles them up! He used to laugh out loud n tease me mercilessly wenever he caught me reading Mills and Boons. He  used to get so annoyed wen he found the MB’s lying all around our place. I took perverse pleasure in letting him know tht i have shopped for x number of new MB’s today.  heh heh heh it was so diabolical of me.  Continuing with our differences, i was a morning person. I believe in following a regular schedule. unlike him, he comes back home late at nite (read 1 am) at his earliest. Wud go to sleep at 4 after much coaxing by me. Becoz i had to catch some sleep b4 rushing off to college. He gets up at 1 pm , will notice tht he is late 4 office. Blame the whole thing on me. Men!!! though i have tried my best to wake him up on time by calling (everyday) frm college. But to no avail! He says wen he is asleep he cant hear anything. So frustrating, na. I mean sometimes i am trying to call him to tell him something imp and the man is busy sleeping, oblivious to the world around him.

I used to get so mad at him during those times. I wud refuse to talk to him but not b4 letting him know tht i will not be speaking with him. :) Then he wud try to call me back.  Apologise and make up with me. I swear to u, he is the most patient man i have ever met in my life. no ego issues, not unless we r into a real fight. And most frustrating thing is tht he doesnt get jealous! :( I have tried so hard to make him jealous. But he never does.

Hmmm…time flew so quickly. just a few months ago we were laughing, loving, holding each others hand. Today we r thousands of kilometres away both literally and metaphorically. I dont know how to turn back the time. I just hope tht i get him back into my life. I promise to u God, i wud keep him happy 4ever.  But even if i dont get him back, pls do keep him happy with whoever he might be with. He is my love, my life.  I trust u god u will take care of my life. :)

Ae jindgi gale laga le

Ae jindgi gale laga le

Hum ne bhi tere har ik gam ko

gale se lagaya hai

Hai na ?

Ae jindgi gale laga le

Ae jindgi

 

Hum ne bahane se, chhup ke jamane se

palkon ke parde main ghar bhar liya

Hum ne bahane se, chhup ke jamane se

palkon ke parde main ghar bhar liya

tera sahara mil gaya hai jindgi

la la lala la la lala la la la

tera sahara mil gaya hai jindgi

 

Ae jindgi gale laga le

Ae jindgi gale laga le

Hum ne bhi tere har ik gam ko

gale se lagaya hai

Hai na ?

Ae jindgi gale laga le

Ae jindgi

 

Chhota sa saya tha, aakhon main aaya tha,

Humne do boondon se mann bhar liye

Chhota sa saya tha, aakhon main aaya tha,

Humne do boondon se mann bhar liye

Humko kinaara mil gaya hai jindgi

la la lala la la lala la la la

Humko kinaara mil gaya hai jindgi

 

Ae jindgi gale laga le

Ae jindgi gale laga le

la la lala la la lala la la la

Hain na?

Ae jindgi gale laga le

gale laga le

gale laga le

gale laga le

Ho, gale laga le
    

Categories: Expressive Songs

Ni Main Samajh Gayi

September 14, 2007 · 3 Comments

Sajnave Sohniyave
Ranjhnave Sohniyave Mahiyave
Mahiyave Sohniyave Ranjhnave

Ni Main Samajh Gayi Ni Main Samajh Gayi
Is Dardi Ramajh Main Samajh Gayi
Ni Main Samajh Gayi Ni Main Samajh Gayi
Is Dardi Ramajh Main Samajh Gayi
Na Samjhi Thi To Ulajh Gayi
Ab Uljhan Teri Sulajh Gayi
Ni Tu Samajh Gayi
Ni Main Samajh Gayi Ni Main Samajh Gayi
Is Dardi Ramajh Main Samajh Gayi
Ni Main Samajh Gaya Ni Main Samajh Gaya
Is Galdi Ramajh Main Samajh Gaya
Ni Main Samajh Gaya

Ranjhnave Sohniyave Mahiyave
Mahiyave Sohniyave Ranjhnave

Nasamajh Mujhe Batlaye Na Ye Kuchh Bhi Mujhe Samjhaye Na
Rang Itna Nachndake Tabukh Gaya Honthon Se Aankh Mein Teir Gaya
Banke Phir Vo Ghanghor Ghata Zulfon Mein Vo Phir Ulajh Gaya
Ainu Pyaar Da Chaska Ay Saain Te Ishq Hi Aidi Liya Sakve
Aite Mathve Taaj Mohabbat Akkhaan Vich Nasha Ibaadat Ka
Darbar Aide Vich Ki Raanjhe Te Mirese Boliya Pandein Ne
Darbar Aide Vich Ki Raanjhe Te Mirese Boliya Pandein Ne
Ay Husn De Charne Husn De Charne Husn De Charne Pee Jaanda
Oye Husn De Charne Pee Jaanda
Ay Husn De Charne Husn De Charne Husn De Charne Pee Jaanda
Oye Husn De Charne Pee Jaanda
Dil Jee Jaanda Oye Saain Yaida Saain Meriyaan Oye Saain
Dil Jee Jaanda Yaida Kee Jaanda
Oye Saain Yaida Saain Meriyaan Saain Yaida Kee Jaanda
Hathlayayein Sharma Jaanda Te Tohrade Murjha Jaanda
Tu Saain Yaida Kee Jaanda
Oye Saain Meriyaan Saain Meriyaan Saain Meriyaan Kee Jaanda
Oye Saain Meriyaan Saain Meriyaan Saain Meriyaan Kee Jaanda

Ranjhnave Sohniyave Mahiyave
Mahiyave Sohniyave Ranjhnave

Ni Main Samajh Gayi Ni Main Samajh Gayi
Is Dardi Ramajh Main Samajh Gayi
Ni Main Samajh Gaya Ni Main Samajh Gaya
Is Galdi Ramajh Main Samajh Gaya
Ni Main Samajh Gaya

Ni Tu Samajh Gayi Ni Tu Samajh Gaya
Ni Tu Samajh Gayi Ni Tu Samajh Gaya
Ni Tu Samajh Gayi Ni Tu Samajh Gaya
Ni Tu Samajh Gayi Ni Tu Samajh Gaya

Cant say a word. Am too  overcame by emotions so strong tht i simply lost all the desire to write anything more in this post. Yes I understand ur dilemmas, Ashi. U have ur commitments to everybody else in this world. I never made it to ur priority test, hai na? But tht’s ok, baby. I love u. And tht is all tht matters to me. I keep making up the excuse tht i have been naive. But in retrospect I dont think i ever was naive. I knew wat i was getting into. u never promised me the worlds. u were simply sharing ur dreams with me. Unfortunately, i thought myself to be apart of those beautiful dreams.

But believe me all i ever did was dream abt u. About us. There wasnt a man in my life b4 u and there isnt one now.  I shall remains urs …4ever. Though 4ever is a long long time. yet i wish to let u know tht i have never thought abt a life without, baby. And i shall be dreaming of u till i breath my last, 4 a girl/woman never 4gets the 1st love of her life.

Categories: Expressive Songs