Sajnave Sohniyave
Ranjhnave Sohniyave Mahiyave
Mahiyave Sohniyave RanjhnaveNi Main Samajh Gayi Ni Main Samajh Gayi
Is Dardi Ramajh Main Samajh Gayi
Ni Main Samajh Gayi Ni Main Samajh Gayi
Is Dardi Ramajh Main Samajh Gayi
Na Samjhi Thi To Ulajh Gayi
Ab Uljhan Teri Sulajh Gayi
Ni Tu Samajh Gayi
Ni Main Samajh Gayi Ni Main Samajh Gayi
Is Dardi Ramajh Main Samajh Gayi
Ni Main Samajh Gaya Ni Main Samajh Gaya
Is Galdi Ramajh Main Samajh Gaya
Ni Main Samajh GayaRanjhnave Sohniyave Mahiyave
Mahiyave Sohniyave RanjhnaveNasamajh Mujhe Batlaye Na Ye Kuchh Bhi Mujhe Samjhaye Na
Rang Itna Nachndake Tabukh Gaya Honthon Se Aankh Mein Teir Gaya
Banke Phir Vo Ghanghor Ghata Zulfon Mein Vo Phir Ulajh Gaya
Ainu Pyaar Da Chaska Ay Saain Te Ishq Hi Aidi Liya Sakve
Aite Mathve Taaj Mohabbat Akkhaan Vich Nasha Ibaadat Ka
Darbar Aide Vich Ki Raanjhe Te Mirese Boliya Pandein Ne
Darbar Aide Vich Ki Raanjhe Te Mirese Boliya Pandein Ne
Ay Husn De Charne Husn De Charne Husn De Charne Pee Jaanda
Oye Husn De Charne Pee Jaanda
Ay Husn De Charne Husn De Charne Husn De Charne Pee Jaanda
Oye Husn De Charne Pee Jaanda
Dil Jee Jaanda Oye Saain Yaida Saain Meriyaan Oye Saain
Dil Jee Jaanda Yaida Kee Jaanda
Oye Saain Yaida Saain Meriyaan Saain Yaida Kee Jaanda
Hathlayayein Sharma Jaanda Te Tohrade Murjha Jaanda
Tu Saain Yaida Kee Jaanda
Oye Saain Meriyaan Saain Meriyaan Saain Meriyaan Kee Jaanda
Oye Saain Meriyaan Saain Meriyaan Saain Meriyaan Kee JaandaRanjhnave Sohniyave Mahiyave
Mahiyave Sohniyave RanjhnaveNi Main Samajh Gayi Ni Main Samajh Gayi
Is Dardi Ramajh Main Samajh Gayi
Ni Main Samajh Gaya Ni Main Samajh Gaya
Is Galdi Ramajh Main Samajh Gaya
Ni Main Samajh GayaNi Tu Samajh Gayi Ni Tu Samajh Gaya
Ni Tu Samajh Gayi Ni Tu Samajh Gaya
Ni Tu Samajh Gayi Ni Tu Samajh Gaya
Ni Tu Samajh Gayi Ni Tu Samajh Gaya
Cant say a word. Am too overcame by emotions so strong tht i simply lost all the desire to write anything more in this post. Yes I understand ur dilemmas, Ashi. U have ur commitments to everybody else in this world. I never made it to ur priority test, hai na? But tht’s ok, baby. I love u. And tht is all tht matters to me. I keep making up the excuse tht i have been naive. But in retrospect I dont think i ever was naive. I knew wat i was getting into. u never promised me the worlds. u were simply sharing ur dreams with me. Unfortunately, i thought myself to be apart of those beautiful dreams.
But believe me all i ever did was dream abt u. About us. There wasnt a man in my life b4 u and there isnt one now. I shall remains urs …4ever. Though 4ever is a long long time. yet i wish to let u know tht i have never thought abt a life without, baby. And i shall be dreaming of u till i breath my last, 4 a girl/woman never 4gets the 1st love of her life.
3 responses so far ↓
sonia // September 15, 2007 at 5:56 am |
hey..An…m sure we dont know each other but after reading couple ur recent blogs, i know a lil bit about u… hmmm last nite when i was trying to google search tere bin of Rabbi shergil, i came across dis website wid ur posts of tere bin of urmilla which is one of fav songs…u know wt its very hard to find true love and some ppl who are lucky enough to have it, just dont care abt it..(its coming out of my personal experience)…Ahh!!!i know how a broken heart feels..its like a wound which never heals..after reading couple posts , the burden of tears which was stuck in my eyes burst like crazy..i try to be strong but i know m very emotional inside my heart..lol. i didn’t get a chance to post dis yesterday so m writing dis from my work..my boss is out to Virgina so m free bird..lol..So, Ashi is the one who rules ur heart..i dont understand y some men r so selfish to leave their loved ones cry their heart out..if he really loves u , he wud have convinced his parents to accept u..dats wt i wud do to balance everything out without hurting anyone’s feelings..anyway i pray that Ashi n u patch up soon and do let me know when dat lucky day come up..let me tell u one thing u r not only a very impressive and creative lover but also a wonderful writer..it looks like our taste in music is somewhat similar..
I think Tere bin Sanu Sohnia… is veryyyyyyyy thoughful and awesome song..i love it n i listened it like 15 times yesterday.. and feels like listening it more n more.lol
weren’t you the one…of Alicia Keys is also one of my fav.
I haven’t figured out how to attach links of songs but for time being this is all i hve..i dont know why but i cant live without music..it reminds me of good and bad memories not that i forget it but music has been a good companion of mine..i dont know howelse i can explain it..u know m not good at putting words together nicely. i started reading ur posts from begining..yea oc 06 and cant stop reading it one after the other..u are so deeply in love with Ashi..i know its very hard to move on in life with brokenheart but its a fact that there is no other choice left to face the world… i’ve been through this phase in past and still suffering it after my compromised marriage..can never forget my first love..i was also crazy to see/meet him..but it never worked cos i came to know dat he was getting married..how can ppl be so selfish..i guess he never loved me..so i let him go cos u can never make someone forcefully love u..anyway..i dont wana go on and on….btw shaam se aankh mein…and Tere aaney ki jab khabar.. and kabhi yoon bhi to ho…r my all time fav. believe it or not my eyes gone watery after reading ur love story…hmmm i dont know how n y u broke up..but u sud make him realize how much u love him…b upfront and ask u just want to know da truth if he really loved u or not…i know it wont lesson ur pain if he cant come back to u but alteast u wont kill urself everyday thinking y did he left u alone in this darkness of life. Ahhhh!!! love could be most wonderful however painfulllll thing in the world!!!
let ur feelings out through dis blog…its a good way to lesson burden in ur heart….
write me back girl..:)
sonia // September 15, 2007 at 8:29 am |
one of the songs i like to listen…i think it relates ur feelings….
http://www.youtube.com/results?search_query=kyun+ki+itna
–FEMALE–
(kyun ki itna pyar tumko
karte hain hum
kyun ki itna pyar tumko
karte hain hum
kya jaan loge humari sanam) – 2
kyun ki itna pyar tumko
karte hain hum
humare dil ki tum
thodi si kadar kar lo
hum tumpe marte hain
thodi si fikar kar lo
fikar kar lo
kyun ki itna pyar tumko
karte hain hum
tune oh jaana deewana kiya hai
deewana kiya iss kadar – 2
chahat mein teri bhulaaya jahan ko
na dil ko kissi ki khabar – 2
ragon mein mohabbat ka
ehsaas zara bhar lo
hum tumpe marte hain
thodi si fikar kar lo
fikar kar lo
kyun ki itna pyar tumko
karte hain hum
tumse hain saansein
tumhi se hai dhadkan
tumhi se hai deewanagi – 2
rab ne humein di hai
jaan-e-tamana
tumhare liye zindagi – 2
vaada sang jeene ka
tum jaan-e-jigar kar lo
hum tumpe marte hain
thodi si fikar kar lo
fikar kar lo
kyun ki itna pyar tumko
karte hain hum
kya jaan loge – 3
humari sanam
An Echo // September 16, 2007 at 12:23 am |
thanks for stopping by again.
I am glad we share the same taste in music. Yep, i love tht song too. But i post the music according to my mood. Maybe in the near future i might post tht song along with some of my memories.
to answer ur question he did answer me wen i confronted him with my question, he repeated the same old answer tht i had received frm him wen we broke up. he was fond of me. He liked spending time with me. But never fell in love with me.
Sad but true.
the prob lies with me. i am unable to accept tht after being so close to each other, after sharing so much together, how can one not be in love?
I try to exorcise my past thru this blong. My unexpressed self finds an outlet thru this blog.