Chhota sa saya tha, aakhon main aaya tha,
Humne do boondon se mann bhar liye
Chhota sa saya tha, aakhon main aaya tha,
Humne do boondon se mann bhar liye
Humko kinaara mil gaya hai jindgi
la la lala la la lala la la la
Humko kinaara mil gaya hai jindgi
I dont know whether i shud laugh or cry. Such soulful music. Such a meaningful song. I guess its true. Music is the best expression of a man’s thoughts. Sometimes wen u r totally lost for words, music comes to ur rescue.
Yes ,” humko kinara mil gaya tha, zindagi “. I met u and i found out a whole new definition of life. It was suddenly so beautiful. Days were so bright. Suddenly had i so many things to look forward to. I just cudnt stop smiling. Didnt know how to stop thinking abt Him. Cudnt stop making plans for future which which include the two of us together.
I was lost in a world of my own. Day dreaming. 
I thought myself to be so fortunate. I was with the man i loved most in the world. And i thought he loved me too. I had him to keep me safe. To hold me in his arms wen i need him. Life was truly beautiful. Peaceful. So full of love and happiness. I suddenly knew wat it meant to be content with life.
Yes, we did have fights. And often. Actually it was always me who used to fight with him, becoz i loved fighting with him and the way he wud later come back to me and make it up with me. Sounds silly na? Two ppl fighting without any rhyme or reason? Well, we were silly. We were two ppl in love. And believe me love makes u do crazy things.
We had nothing in common! NOTHING at all!!! He didnt like Hindi music. Nor movies. He didnt like gazals. Though later on i did find out tht he does love “few” gazals by jagjit singh, my fav artist. I found it out wen one day he dedicated a song to me. Actually two songs! I was soooooooooooo surprised to see him playing those two songs. One was “Tumko dekha to yeh khayal aaya, zindagi dhoop tum ghana chaya.” other was ” mera geet amar kar do”. I was floored. wow! i was speechless. i just didnt know wat to say to him, except love him some more.
Coming back to our dissimilarities, oh we had innumerable. I dont like paneer. He loves it. I am very finicky abt wat i eat. I work out regularly. He hasnt ever stepped inside a gym as yet in his life. Then our reading habits. i hate sci fi. He simply gobbles them up! He used to laugh out loud n tease me mercilessly wenever he caught me reading Mills and Boons. He used to get so annoyed wen he found the MB’s lying all around our place. I took perverse pleasure in letting him know tht i have shopped for x number of new MB’s today. heh heh heh it was so diabolical of me. Continuing with our differences, i was a morning person. I believe in following a regular schedule. unlike him, he comes back home late at nite (read 1 am) at his earliest. Wud go to sleep at 4 after much coaxing by me. Becoz i had to catch some sleep b4 rushing off to college. He gets up at 1 pm , will notice tht he is late 4 office. Blame the whole thing on me. Men!!! though i have tried my best to wake him up on time by calling (everyday) frm college. But to no avail! He says wen he is asleep he cant hear anything. So frustrating, na. I mean sometimes i am trying to call him to tell him something imp and the man is busy sleeping, oblivious to the world around him.
I used to get so mad at him during those times. I wud refuse to talk to him but not b4 letting him know tht i will not be speaking with him. Then he wud try to call me back. Apologise and make up with me. I swear to u, he is the most patient man i have ever met in my life. no ego issues, not unless we r into a real fight. And most frustrating thing is tht he doesnt get jealous! 
I have tried so hard to make him jealous. But he never does.
Hmmm…time flew so quickly. just a few months ago we were laughing, loving, holding each others hand. Today we r thousands of kilometres away both literally and metaphorically. I dont know how to turn back the time. I just hope tht i get him back into my life. I promise to u God, i wud keep him happy 4ever. But even if i dont get him back, pls do keep him happy with whoever he might be with. He is my love, my life. I trust u god u will take care of my life.
Ae jindgi gale laga le
Ae jindgi gale laga le
Hum ne bhi tere har ik gam ko
gale se lagaya hai
Hai na ?
Ae jindgi gale laga le
Ae jindgi
Hum ne bahane se, chhup ke jamane se
palkon ke parde main ghar bhar liya
Hum ne bahane se, chhup ke jamane se
palkon ke parde main ghar bhar liya
tera sahara mil gaya hai jindgi
la la lala la la lala la la la
tera sahara mil gaya hai jindgi
Ae jindgi gale laga le
Ae jindgi gale laga le
Hum ne bhi tere har ik gam ko
gale se lagaya hai
Hai na ?
Ae jindgi gale laga le
Ae jindgi
Chhota sa saya tha, aakhon main aaya tha,
Humne do boondon se mann bhar liye
Chhota sa saya tha, aakhon main aaya tha,
Humne do boondon se mann bhar liye
Humko kinaara mil gaya hai jindgi
la la lala la la lala la la la
Humko kinaara mil gaya hai jindgi
Ae jindgi gale laga le
Ae jindgi gale laga le
la la lala la la lala la la la
Hain na?
Ae jindgi gale laga le
gale laga le
gale laga le
gale laga le
Ho, gale laga le
