aapki kashish sarfarosh hain

heh heh heh this is for all himesh fans! Ahem, now i know y ppl r crazy abt miss tanushree dutta. i cudnt make up my mind as to wat made this song a hit. was it miss tanushree dutta or was it himesh’s exceptional singing talent?

oh i forgot to mention that i hate emran hashmi. i mean if playboys look like him i am better off without one in my life n hope i dont ever come across any. yuck! he is giving a bad name to the playboys/ casanovas of the world.  ah and since we r talking abt casanovas, i think robert redford in the movie “indecent proposal” suited wat i conceive to be a playboy. com’on a playboy doesnt necessarily need to be a young handsome man.  but the term casanova is synonymous with wealthy. enormously. vulgurly! absurdly! incredibly! i think u all got the idea coz i am running out of adjectives. heh heh heh

a little trivia 4 u all men there, all women like bad  boys. i donno y but there something irresistible abt them. i think “bad is good” applies here. no i dont mean women like these bad boy image guys 4 long term relationships, but for flings, a little fun , a little flirting! all harmless believe me. just conjure up the idea “gurls just wanna have some fun” and u wud understand wat i meant to say. but at the end of the day its always the nice “boring” predictible, reliable guy we return to. i mean thrills is ok, but only short term. we wud rather be comfy n secure in the knowledge of a stable, constant love than in thrills n adventure. i think we all both men n women want security n LOVE .  

oh boy, but dont we all women love men running after us. 2 guys having hots 4 a girl! wow! it raises the oomph meter 4 a woman u see.

i seem to be uttering a lot of nonsense, but then i seldom write anything thought provoking in this blog! anyway, 4 more insight into a woman’s mind, u r free to write to me. i shall of course enlighten ur minds.

(aapki kashish sarfarosh hain

aapka nasha yu madhosh hain

kya kahe tumse jaane ja

gum hua hosh hain – 2) – 2

aapki kashish sarfarosh hain

 

baairiyan chav ka 

jaadu joh chal gaya

deewana main ho gaya

dil machal gaya

halka dhuan utha

mausam badal gaya

roshan hua sama

parwaana jal gaya

jaagi re jaagi re main soyi

teri hi yaado mein khoyi

ab mera jahaan

teri aaghosh hain

aapka nasha yu madhosh hain

kya kahe tumse jaane ja

gum hua hosh hain – 2

 

duba rahu sada tere khayalo mein

uljha rahu sada tere sawalo mein

tere bina kahi ab na karaar hain

jaaneman tujh pe toh jaan bhi nisaar hain

jaana re jaana re maine jaana

tu mera tu mera deewana

na meri khata na mera dosh hain

aapka nasha yu madhosh hain

kya kahe tumse jaane ja

gum hua hosh hain – 2

aapki kashish sarfarosh hain

aapka nasha yu madhosh hain

kya kahe tumse jaane ja

gum hua hosh hain – 2

 

 

HUM TUM- ladki kyun na jane kyun ladko

heh heh heh this song reminds me of all those times wen we used to fight like anything. He used to tease me 4 my lack of techie knowledge. Infact he teased me for my naivity. My nickname was “DODO”! I remember he wud message me wen i am in class n ask ,” is my little dodo still in class?” I mean it was kind of endearment. i used to get so mad wen he used to call me his little DODO!

I knew i wasnt too worldly, and that i was literally a DODO wen it came to technology! i mean its very embarrassing but yes i cant even operate  a TV remote! No gadget is safe wen i am around.

I mean except tha basics i hardly know anything. On n off swiches. volume. And program buttons. That’s all.  Same with comps.  heh heh heh  He used to say u r a techie’s GF and u r such a DODO with technology. Our house was so full of sophisticated gadgets. I mean we had 3 comps at home,2 tvs! If that was not enuf, Ashi bought a new comp. A new desk to go with it. And a new tv! Thankfully we had exchanged the old TV. so we were left only with 2 TVs! Oh and the list isnt over. We had 5 yes 5 pendrives! 2 digital cameras. 2 webcams! 4 heaven’s sake it was like i was in a techie dept of a store.

We used to have our fights. BIG and small both! But i must admit he was a darling. He took so good care of me. Very caring guy.

Achcha in the last part of the song where they r having a conversation is so funny yet so true! I rememeber how we used to have similar fights. Sometimes we used to fight 4 no good reason just just for some fun. The making up after the fight was the best thing. Though not always. We can both be stubborn. He is more stubborn than i am. So at times wen fights got out of han d, or too serious, it had to be me who had to initiate the peace making process. But i really loved the way he used to make up after our fights. I mean i tried to be angry with him but i just cudnt. He had this way of making u feel so loved. so cherished. u just cant remain angry with him for too long. he is too charming.

so the song is remniscent of many things frm my past. Hope u wud enjoy this song as much as i do.

Ladki Kyon Na Jaane Kyon Ladko Si Nahin Hoti Soch Thi Hai Zyada
Kham Woh Samajh Thi Hai
Soch Thi Hai Zyada
Kham Woh Samajh Thi Hai
Dil Kuch Kehta Hai
Kuch Aur Hi Karti Hai
Ladki Kyon Na Jaane Kyon Ladko Si Nahin Hoti
Ladki Kyon Na Jaane Kyon Ladko Si Nahin HotiSoch Thi Hai Zyada
Kham Woh Samajh Thi Hai
Dil Kuch Kehta Hai
Kuch Aur Hi Karti Hai
Ladki Kyon Na Jaane Kyon Ladko Si Nahin Hoti
Ladki Kyon Na Jaane Kyon Ladko Si Nahin Hoti

Pyaar Usse Bhi Hai Magar Shuruaat Tumhi Se Chahe
Khudh Mein Ulji Ulji Hai Par Bhaalo Ko Suljaayein

I Mean You’re All The Same Yaar
Hum Achche Dost Hai Par Uss Nazar Se Tumko Dekha Nahin
Woh Sab To Teek Hai Par Uss Barein Mein Maine Socha Nahin

Sab Se Alag Hai Tum Yeh Keh Ke Paas Tumhaare Aaye
Aur Kuch Din Mein Tum Mein Alag Sa Kuch Bhi Na Usko Paiye

Uff Yeh Kaisi Shirt Pehnthe Ho
Yeh Kaise Bhaal Khatathe Ho
Ghaadi Tehz Chalathe Ho
Tum Jaldi Mein Kyo Khaathe Ho
Gimme A Break

Tumhe Badalne Ko Paas Woh Aati Hai
Tumhe Mitaane Ko Chaal Bichati Hai
Baaton Baaton Mein Tumhe Pasathi Hai
Pehle Hasathi Hai… Phir Bada Rulaati Hai
Ladki Kyon Na Jaane Kyon Ladko Si Nahin Hoti
Ladki Kyon Na Jaane Kyon Ladko Si Nahin Hoti

Eh Itna Hi Khudh Se Khush Ho To Peeche Kyon Aate Ho
Phool Kabhi To Hazar Thofein Akhir Kyon Laaten Ho

Apna Naam Nahin Bataya Aapne
Coffee Peene Chalenge
Main Aapko Ghar Chod Doon
Phir Kab Milenge

Bikhra Bikhra Be Matlab Sa Toota Phoota Jeena
Aur Kehte Ho Alag Se Hai Hum Taan Ke Apna Seena

Bheega Tolya Kahin Farsh Pe
Toothpaste Ka Dakhan Kahin
Kal Ke Mauze Ulat Ke Pehne
Waqt Ka Khuch Bhi Hosh Nahin

Jeena Ka Tumko Dang Sikhlati Hai
Tumhe Jaanwar Se Insaan Banaati Hai
Uske Bina Ek Pal Rehna Sakhoge Tum
Usko Pata Hai Yeh Keh Na Sakhoge Tum
Iss Liye Ladkiya Ladko Si Nahin Hoti
Iss Liye Ladkiya Ladko Si Nahin Hoti

Jaane Kaun Kaun Se Din Woh TumkoYaad Dilaayein
Pyaar Ko Chahe Bhool Bhi Jaayein
Taareeqein Na Bhoolayein
First March Ko Nazar Milaayee
Chaar April Ko Main Milne Aayee
Ikees May Ko Tumne Chuwa Tha
Che June Mujhe Kuch Hua Tha

Ladko Ka Kya Hai Kissi Bhi Mor Pe Woh Mur Jaayein
Abhi Kissi Ke Hai Abhi Kissi Aur Se Woh Jud Jaayein

Tumhaare Mummy Daddy Ghar Par Nahin Hai
Great… Main Aaa Jaon?
Tumhaari Friend Akeli Ghar Jaa Rahi Hai
Bechari… Main Chod Aaon
Uff

Ek Haan Kehne Ko Kitna Dehlati Hai
Thak Jaate Hai Hum Woh Jee Behlati Hai

Woh Sharmati Hai Kabhi Chupati Hai
Ladki Jo Haan Kehde Usse Nibhati Hai
Iss Liye Ladkiya Ladko Si Nahin Hoti
Iss Liye Ladkiya Ladko Si Nahin Hoti

Na Na Na…
Iss Liye Ladkiya Ladko Si Nahin Hoti (Ladki Kyon… Oh God)
Iss Liye Ladkiya Ladko Si Nahin Hoti (Na Na Na Na, Oh God Shut Up…)
Alright Alright Iss Mein Jagadne Ki Kya Baat Hai Yaar
Pehle Pehle Bawarein Jaise Aas Paas Mand Rai (Arre… But I)
Phir Busy Hoon Kehkar Tumko Woh Tarkai (Come On Rhea)…
Samjha Karo Darling Aaj Bohat Kaam (Arre… Meri Bhi To Suno)
Door Hua To Kya Dil Mein Tumhaara Naam Hai (Oh… wow)
Jiss Chehre Par Marte Hai Woh Boring Ho Jaaye (I’m Not Listening To You)
Kuch Hi Din Mein Nazrein Inki Idhar Udhar Mand Rai (I’m Not Listening To You)
Sirf Pyaar Se Zindagi Nahin Chalti (OK I’m Not With Her)
Tum Interior Decoration Ka Course Kyon Nahin Karti

OK That’s It

Tanhaii, tanhaii

Congratulations, Ashi! I heard u r getting married. Wish u all the very best in life.

My heart is breaking. My world has shattered. I had never given up my hope of someday ending up 2gether with him.  But no longer so. Everything’s over. END! THE END!

Tanhaai, tanhaai

Dil ke raaste mein kaisi thokar maine khaayi

Toote khwaab saare, ek maayusi hai chhaayi

Har khushi so gayi, zindagi kho gayi

Tumko jo pyaar kiya maine to sazaa main paayi

Tanhaai, tanhaai, milo hai phaili hui tanhaai - 2

(Khwaab mein dekha tha ek aanchal

Maine apne haathon mein

Ab toote sapnon ke shishe

Chubte hai in aankhon mein) - 2

Kal koi tha yahin, ab koi bhi nahin

Banke naagin jaise hai saanson mein laheraayi

Tanhaai, tanhaai, palkon pe kitne aansu hai laayi - 2

(Kyoon aisi umeed ki maine

Jo aise naakaam hui

Door banaayi thi manzil

To raste mein hi shaam hui) - 2

Ab kahan jaaoon main, kisko samjhaaoon main

Kya maine chaaha tha aur kyoon kismat mein aayi

Tanhaai, tanhaai, jaise andhero ki ho gehraayi

Dil ke raaste mein kaisi thokar maine khaayi

Toote khwaab saare, ek maayusi hai chhaayi

Har khushi so gayi, zindagi kho gayi

Tumko jo pyaar kiya maine to sazaa main paayi

Tanhaai, tanhaai, milo hai phaili hui tanhaai - 2

Tanhaai, tanhaai, tanhaai, tanhaai

kabhi alvida naa kehna…

Sorry to bore u ppl again with another post in a single day! But i cudnt help it. I was listening to that Kal ho naa ho song (sad version) and suddenly i felt like listening to this song, “kabhi alvida naa kehna”. Just listen to the song. Maybe u didnt like the movie. maybe u dont agree with the message sent across. But i wud recommend u all to listen- just listen to this song, close ur mind against all other thoughts.

I donno abt u guys. But it did something to my heart. My heart was all choatic since morning. Even after posting my previous post on kal ho na ho, i wasnt at peace. But now after listening to this song, i am at peace. For i now know wat i am going thru is nothing out of normal. It happens. Infact this is normal. Years go by. Love doesnt abate. Infact it grows stonger by the day. i love u, Ashi.

Tum ko bhi hai khabar
Mujhko bhi hai pata
Ho raha hai judaa
Dono ka raasta
Dur jaake bhi mujhse tum meri yaadon main rehna
Kabhi alvida na kehna
Kabhi alvida na kehna

Tum ko bhi hai khabar
Mujhko bhi hai pata
Ho raha hai judaa
Dono ka raasta
Dur jaake bhi mujhse tum meri yaadon main rehna
Kabhi alvida na kehna
Kabhi alvida na kehna

Jitni thi khushiyaa
Sab kho chuki hai
Bas ek gham hai ki jaata nahi
Samjha ke dekha behla ke dekha
Dil hai ki chain isko aata nahi
Aarzoo hai ki hai angarai
Aag hai kab aankhon se behna
Kabhi alvida na kehna
Kabhi alvida na kehna

Rut aa rahi hai Rut jaa rahi hai
Dard ka mausam badla nahi
Rang yeh halka itna hai gehra
Sadiyon main hoga halka nahi
Halka nahi
Kaun jaane kya hona hai
Hum ko hai ab kya kya sehna

Kabhi alvida na kehna
Kabhi alvida na kehna

Tum ko bhi hai khabar
Mujhko bhi hai pata
Ho raha hai judaa
Dono ka raasta
Dur jaake bhi mujhse tum meri yaadon main rehna
Kabhi alvida na kehna
kabhi alvida na kehna

Kal ho naa ho…

These lines kept going echoed in my mind all day:

Sach hai ki dil to dukha hai

Humne magar socha hai

Dil ko hai gham kyun

Aankh hai nam kyun

Hona hi tha jo hua hai

I know that Ashi n I can never be together. One can say that i have given up all hopes. But still, i dont know why, i cant foget him. Cant get over him. Maybe becoz i am not trying hard. I also found that things are easier said than done. My practical mind knows it’s futile to indulge in tears n heartache. But my silly, illogical heart pines away. But then dont we all pine away for love? I had loved a man once. Infact i still do. What kind of love was it if it withers in time? Just becoz my love wasnt reciprocated should my love for this man that i had once loved so madly, ebb away slowly, gradualy with time? I thought love grows stronger with time. My love for Him hasnt lessened one bit. I have my complaints against him. But not once did my love 4 him lessened.

It is no love if it abates with time. Tht’s my belief. 

Soni Banno Chan Si Chamke
Mathe Uthe Jhumkar Dame
Palka Uth Diya Ne Thum Thum Ke
Main Vari Vari Java
Soni Banno Chan Si Chamke
Mathe Uthe Jhumkar Dame
Palka Uth Diya Ne Thum Thum Ke
Main Vari Vari Java

Tu Vekh Tai Lai Aj Raj Ke
Apne Sariyan Nu
Cheti Apne Nahi Mil De
Ja Banno Pave Khushiyan Te Dil Dariyan Tu
Pave Armaan Sab Dil De
Tu Vekh Tai Lai Aj Raj Ke
Apne Sariyan Nu
Cheti Apne Nahi Mil De
Ja Banno Pave Khushiyan Te Dil Dariyan Tu
Pave Armaan Sab Dil De

Tum Ho Gham Ko Chupaye
Main Hoon Sar Ko Jhukaye
Tum Bhi Chup Ho
Main Bho Chup Hoon
Kaun Kise Samjhaye
Ab Dooriyan Itni Hain To
Milna Yahan Kal Ho Naa Ho
Ab Dooriyan Itni Hain To
Milna Yahan Kal Ho Naa Ho
Tu Vekh Tai Lai Aj Raj Ke
Apne Sariyan Nu
Cheti Apne Nahi Mil De
Ja Banno Pave Khushiyan Te Dil Dariyan Tu
Pave Armaan Sab Dil De

Sach Hai Ke Dil To Dukha Hai
Hamne Magar Socha Hai
Dil Ko Hai Gham Kyon
Aankh Hai Nam Kyon
Hona Hi Tha Jo Hua Hai
Us Baat Ko Jaane Bhi Do
Jiska Nishaan Kal Ho Naa Ho
Har Pal Yahan Je Bhar Jiyo
Jo Hai Sama Kal Ho Naa Ho

Jab se tere naina…

Laage Re Laage Re Laage Laage Re Nayanwa Laage Re Laage Re - 2
(jab Se Tere Naina Mere Naino Se Laage Re - 2
Tabse Deewaana Huwa, Sabse Begaan Huwa
Rab Bhi Deewaana Laage Re - 2 Ho O O O....) - 2
Jab Se Tere Naina Mere Naino Se Laage Re   

Deewaana Yeh Toh Deewaana Laage Re - 2
Ho O O Jabse Mila Hai Tera Ishaara Tabse Jagi Hain Bechainiya - 2
Jabse Huyi Sarghoshiya Tabse Badhi Hai Madhoshiyaan
Jabse Jude Yaara Tere Mere Mann Ke Dhaage Re
Tabse Deewaana Huwa, Sabse Begaan Huwa
Rab Bhi Deewaana Laage Re - 2   

Jabse Huyi Hai Tujhse Sharaarat, Tabse Gaya Hai Chain O Karaar - 2
Jabse Tera Aanchal Dhala, Tabse Koi Jaadu Chala
Jabse Tujhe Paaya Yeh Jiya Dhak-dhak Bhaage Re
Tabse Deewaana Huwa, Sabse Begaan Huwa
Rab Bhi Deewaana Laage Re - 2 Ho O O O....
Jab Se Tere Naina Mere Naino Se Laage Re....

That’s such a sweet song. Frankly speaking i didnt like any of “saawariya” songs as such. I mean they r ok ok kind, nothing worth mentioning. Then yesterday evening i went to CCD to meet my frnds. And it was there that i heard this song for the first time. I quite liked it. Then today morning while having lunch i saw the song on tv. And i donno but suddenly something touched me. In retrospect i believe it was the feeling of ” love ” which made me notice it. I too have gone thru this elated phase, the thrill, the anticipation… I think this song very well captures those emotions. The emotions surging in ur heart like waves crashing all around u. Wanting an outlet.I remember how i was dying to tell Ashi that i was madly in love with him. To express it. to show it. To make it known to the world. To make it known to HIM.

I still say love is beautiful experience. Dont let love pass u by.