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Entries from March 2008

aaoge jab tum o saajana, angana phool khilenge

March 23, 2008 · Leave a Comment

Dear Ashi!

Happy Holi, my baby! May the colors of Holi fill ur life with all the love and joy! I am sure one day wen we wud be together again, i wud again play Holi. :-) I know a day will come wen we wud be together. We broke up on Holi. But i know, we wud make up again very soon. And then maybe some day we wud be playing Holi together.

aaoge jab tum o saajana – 2

angana phool khilenge

barsega saawan, barsega saawan jhoom jhoomke

do dil aise milenge

aaoge jab tum o saajana, angana phool khilenge

naina tere kajraare hai, naino pe hum dil haare hai

anjaane hi tere naino ne waade kiye kayi saare hai

saanson ki lay madham chalein, tose gaye

(barasega saawan – 2) jhoom jhoomke, do dil aise milenge

aaoge jab tum ho saajana, angana phool khilenge

chanda ko taaku raaton mein, hai zindagi tere haanthon mein

palkon pe jhilmil taarein hain, aana bhari barsaaton mein

sapnon ka jahaan, hoga kela kela

(barasega saawan – 2) jhoom jhoomke, do dil aise milenge

(sargam)

angana phool khilenge – 2 (sargam)

Categories: Expressive Songs · my life

Magar dheere dheere…

March 13, 2008 · 1 Comment

Ah! Finally a song i can relate to. nowdays i seldom come across a song i can relate to. most of them r all rubbish! not worth mentioning. For u often forget them in few hrs/days. I heard this wonderful song frm “Shaurya” ah i know u ppl might have have heard of this movie coz it doesnt star big names and it lacks glitz and glamour of a typical hindi commercial cimena, but trust me guys this is such a romantic one. no flashy incredible promises!  The emotions expressed r quite real. U might have actually felt them wen u might have fallen in love. Or u might wen u do. And believe me everyone does! no one can escape it. It sweeps in to ur life unexpectedly, catches u off guard and make an indelible impression in ur heart. :-)

Well, it was true at least in my case. I fell in love one fine evening, wen i had the least plans of falling in love. I was just having a god time with my frnds, talking , laughing, dancing, wen suddenly i see this stranger who has been observing me n my “antics” (his words not mine). And like every beautiful girl i played hard too get, ignoring him, though it was Difficult to ignore him for he was interested in and made it quite obvious to everyone! so it was like a “hands off” signal to others! He was constantly pursuing me, was being playful with me. And at the end of the nite, i was hook line and sinker attracted to him. No i didnt think i was in love with him the. I am not one of those love in fisrt sight types! heh heh heh Anyway, i went home, and found myself constantly thinking abt him. Next day i cudnt concentrate on a single class in my college. I was dying to see him again. To confess honestly, i had a wonderful time with him, infact one of the best times of my life. I always have a gr8 time with him. :-)  Anyway, i went back to that same place again in the evening. i was hoping he wud come. it was uttrely foolish thing! i mean i took something playing quite seriously. and might have been seriously disappointed and wud have been mocked, had he not come again. Yep! He did come again. And we talked. this time i wasnt playing hard to get. I was floored! completely! We spent time together talking, laughing, dancing. And then we went away. Surprisingly! He continued to come there and wait for me. After a while we decided we had enuf of this cat and dog games and we decided to be serious, in the sense that we began to meet at other places, quiter ones 4 cup of coffe, to discuss life, hobbies… the usual. I had no idea wen i fell in love with him. Just one fine day i realized that its no less than a torture staying away frm him, and tht i cudnt bear the fact of him taking me as a mere casula fling! i marched upto him, confessed that i was hopelessly in love with him and that i knew he had no such feelings for me. So i decided to  end the relationship for there was no hope of his falling in love with me. I told him that i was leaving and ending this watever we had, but it wasnt exactly a relationship. neither were we frnds! He continued asking me the reason for abrupt ending of something which was so beautiful. i refused to answer him for i didnt want to show how weak my situation was. We women always aim for an upper hand, right?! anyway, he kept pestering me. and i finally confessed. he was astounded. he didnt know wat to do. asked me to give him some time becoz he wasnt ready to let me go. i told him it wasnt possible for he didnt love me. He requested some time to analyse his feelings coz on one hand he said he didnt think of me in that sense nad on other he didnt want me to leave. I gave him some time. but kept away frm himself. and thankfully he realized he had some feelings for me, though not tenatious love but something on the way to  something akin to love. :-)

 [Tara tara ra ra ra
Turu ruru ru ra ra]2
Koi Aarzoo geet ga to rahi hai
Magar dheere dheere hoooo
Magar dheere dheere

ummmm
Meri zindagi mein tu aa to rahi hai
Magar dheere dheere hoooooo
Magar dheere dheere
hoooo
Magar dheere dheere

hoooooooo

[Jage jage na jane kaise hai yeh armaan
ho Lamhe lamhe dil mein nache jaise pariya ]

Reshmi si hawayen aate jate Sunaye
Chahat ki ek daastan
Magar dheere dheere ho
Magar dheere dheere dheere dheere.

Koi Aarzoo geet ga to rahi hai
Magar dheere dheere hoooo
Magar dheere dheere..

[Haule haule bane hai kaise afsane
ho
Khoye khoye mile hai kaise anjane]2

Laga raha hai abb aise
koi kehta ho jaise

badle sara sama
Magar Dheere Dheere
hoo hoho ho
Magar Dheere Dheere

Magar Dheere Dheere

Koi Aarzoo geet ga to rahi hai
Magar dheere dheere hoooo
Magar dheere dheere.

Categories: my life

Mere Dil Mein Tu Hi Tu Hai Dil Ki Dawa Kya Karoon

March 11, 2008 · Leave a Comment

This is a very favourite song of mine. each and every word of the song is so true. a beautiful song. Sometimes wen i am overwhelmed by my love for u, Ashi- i listen to this song. I have lost u Ashi. Infact u were never mine to begin with. But that doesnt mean that i cant love u. Or that i have to stop loving u. It was very unfortunate tht u never fell in love with me. But i  did. I have always loved u. I have loved u since i was old enuf to understand wat love is. U breezed into my life one nite unexpectedly and since then not a day went by wen i didnt love for u.  U r the 1st person i fell in love with. :-) And as they say a girl never forgets her first love, specially one who has left such an indelible mark on ur heart.

Mere Dil Mein Tu Hi Tu Hai Dil Ki Dawa Kya Karoon
Dil Bhee Tu Hai Jaan Bhee Tu Hai Tujhpe Fidaa Kya Karoon

Khud Ko Khoke Tujhko Paakar Kya Kya Mila Kya Kahoon
Teri Hoke Jeene Mein Kya Aaya Maza Kya Kahoon

Kaise Din Hain Kaisee Raaten Kaisi Fizaa Kya Kahoon
Meri Hoke Tune Mujhko Kya Kya Diyaa Kya Kahoon

Meri Pehloo Mein Jab Tu Hai Phir Main Dua Kya Karoon
Dil Bhee Tu Hai Jaan Bhee Tu Hai Tujhpe Fidaa Kya Karoon

Hai Ye Duniya Dil Ki Duniya Milke Rahenge Yahaan
Lootenge Hum Khushiyaan Har Pal Dukh Na Sahenge Yahaan

Armaano Ke Chanchal Dhaare Aise Bahenge Yahaan
Ye To Sapno Ki Jannat Hai Sab Hi Kahenge Yahan

Ye Duniya Mere Dil Mein Basi Hai Dil Se Juda Kya Karoon
Dil Bhee Tu Hai Jaan Bhee Tu Hai Tujhpe Fidaa Kya Karoon

Categories: Expressive Songs

Bambai ka Babu-Dekhne mein bhola hai

March 1, 2008 · Leave a Comment

Dekhane Me.N Bholaa Hai Dil Kaa Salonaa
Bamba_Ii Se Aayaa Hai Baabuu Chinnannaa

U have been caught! hehe heh heh! This is such an apt song for u! I cant stop singing this song. This song is so very much u.   I wish u cud hear it. I hope u do.  Mr Sultanpuri   has penned the perfect lines for u, Ashi!  I wish i had known these lines b4.  I wud have made it my caller tune specifically for u and annoy u singing it all the time. Heh heh heh! Raghav thanks for bringing this song to my notice.  It’s a very catchy song!

Nikii Munnii Nuur Begam Use Na Banaanaa Jii
Hasiino.N Kaa Shah_Zaadaa Hai Ha.Nsii Naa U.Danaa Jii
Dil U.Da Le Jaayegaa Cho.Do Bachapanaa
Bamba_Ii Se …

Categories: Expressive Songs