I think this song best expresses the feelings of hopelessness, the utter desolateness of my life. Damn! and here i thought i was over him. tht i was living my life for my own self. I thought i was happy and tht i have forgotten him. tht it didnt matter where he was, wat he did who he got married to! damn! this just isnt fair! why should my life be an upheavel while somebody else quitely bides his life?Why is tht only i feel the pain where as it doesnt matter to him whether i live or die? how ironic, isnt it? here i am thinking abt him every moment of my life and there he is blissfully unaware of all my pain and heartache. I wish i hadnt made a fool of myself by falling in love. Nobody does in this time and age, relationships r based on mutual benefit with no strings attached. each seeking his/her own ineterest. no pangs of heartache once it’s over. why was i such a fool? why, damn it? I will never ever allow anyone to play with my feelings again. i become hard cold and heartless, there shall not be any place in my life for feelings- be it love, jealousy, etc! am just going to be unfeeling and selfish! yes! being selfish is good. and as orkut says, self love is the greatest love!
Chak Jigar Ke See Lete Hain
Jaise Bhi Wo Jee Lete Hain
Dard Mile To Seh Lete Hain
Ashk Mile To Pee Lete Hain
Aap Kahen To Mar Jaayen Hum
Aap Kahen To Jee Lete Hain
Bejari Ke Andhi-yaare Mein
Jeene Wale Jee Lete Hain
Hum To Hain Un Fulon Jaise
Jo Kaanto Mein Jee Lete Hain
