fine leg!!!

Last nite Ashi dropped in. Well the reason is he suddenly had this intense desire to see me. And since he didnt he have any pics of mine. He buzzed. Said he wants to see some of my snaps. It was 3 am in the morning. I said i dont have any. He kept on insisting. i said not even wild horses can drag me out of the bed at 3 am in the morning. He quitened down. This approach always works. I sighed n said ok but just this once. So i looged in at 3:15 am. Tried searching 4 some pics. Cudnt find any. coz i dont save them. Then had to bring my photos cd out. searched  4 some NICE pics. Showed him. He smiled. I smiled. I asked, “so?”. He kept on smiling. I said , “common man, give me some feedback.” He says, “U have gorgeous legs”!! My jaw almost dropped. I was furious at him. i woke up at an ungodly hr to show him pics n pander to his whims and all he can say abt is u have nice legs!!! 

Wat is with guys n legs? I really dont understand. I asked him wat but all he said  tht too unabashedly was,” i him always loved a leg piece!” So cheeky of him.

now is the time

 I must do something abt my other blogs. I cant ignore them.  

Lovely New Theme

I like this new theme. What say u?

bored…zzzzzzz!!!!

I am bored. My exams are starting from 20th feb and I just cant concentrate on my studies. I tried looking up 4 few things on the net to help me prepare 4 my papers, but to no avail. I cudnt concentrate and i ended up blogging. (sigh) 
It was so windy today n i as most women consider myself to be immune to cold. I didnt wear a jacket n consequently i have a running nose. Hmm…I wonder y we women consider wearing warm clothes a fate worse than death. Believe me we dont even wanna get caught dead in warm clothes

I took some interesting tests but i cudnt put the results up on WordPress. I donno , this blog is weird. I think blogger is much more better than this but then it didnt show a correct stats. Hmmm I guess  u gain some u lose some….

Ok i am bored of typing too, so i will cut it short now….

Any suggestions to ward off my boredom?

Coelho’s Eleven Minutes

I am taken up by a very captivating story of a prostitute in Paulo Coelho’s ” Eleven Minutes”.Initially i had some apprehensions abt the book. But then I took the courage n started reading it. And since then i just cant keep the bookaside, it’s so captivating. U keep reading , for u want to know wat happens next in the life of this protagonist called Maria, who is frm a small town in brazil but who has big dreams.i think every girl dreams abt finding her true love, settling down with him, having two children, living in a luxurious house. She dreams abt making big into this world. She dreams abt having an adventure. Some dream abt earning more money.I think its universal . Coelho is absolutely right wen he says that we all are either looking for an adventure, money or a husband….

I love Coelho’s books. his characterisation is so real . his stories are so close to life. He writes not to please our senses, but he writes abt things he feels strongly abt. His stories allow u to dream. It allows ur imagination to run wild. it dares u to dream n have faith in them.His books are so inspiring. i really love reading them.

tete-a-tete with Mom over a cup of coffee

Met my mom for a cup of coffee. Presenting snippets of the conversation.

Mom:”Ur cousin R, she is seeing this guy who is the regional general manager of #$%^&*@! a reputed company and who drives his own chevrolet.

Me: “wow!!good for her”

Mom:”She’s doing so well for herself. And look at u!! u r still pining away for that good for nothing fellow.He didnt even have a car. Not even a bike!!!God knows wat u ever saw in him.”

Me:”Mom, he is just beginning.He doesnt own any mode of transport but he might some day. Life has just begun for him.And like me he wants to be indepedent. His dad has this big job,they live in a big house they even have a car of their own. So cut it out mom. ”

Mom: “He is just a good for nothing fellow. Didnt even have courage to fight 4 want he wants in his life.”

Me: (quietly) “Maybe he didnt want me enough to fight for me.”

Mom: (frowns at me and gives me a oh so mom look)”U should start living ur life now,Anu.He is gone. Let him go, beta.Dont look back.”

Me:”I have let him go, Maa. I let him go a long time ago.”

Mom:”U know wat i mean…”

Me:”Yeah,I do. I wanna carve a niche for myself mom. I want to forget everything that happened in past.I do, i really do, Maa.Give me some time…”

Late!!!

Damn Damn Damn!!!!

I am terribly late for my college today.

I woke up so late.

I hate getting up early.

And as i am so dedicated to orkutting that i just cant leave home without checking it once.

So i logged in to the comp. And since i am already logged in, I decided  to blog too.

Well i will babble away later.I gotta run.

Oh btw i finished that write up which i was suppossed to send to that company i am applying to as a copy writer.

i stayed awake late n did it.

Yipee!!!

Not quite, i have my exams now. They r just around the corner.

Ok i gotta rush now, or else i’m dead!!!

I hope u all arent as late i am gonna be.

Pray for my life, ppl!!!

Ciao. 

Budget Feb 2007

I got myself a second hand  copy of the Cosmopolitan and The Reader’s Digest.It’s so damn cheaper than the new editions. It cost me half the prize. Whopee!!!I think i like being on my own, independent. Makes me feel oh so gr8!!!

I need to cut down on food.Ah cant help abt the education. Books cost sky high. And frankly speaking I love buying books. So i try to buy most of my text books even though they might be available at the library.I dream of my own personal library.I need to cut down my calls. I mean i spend a lot on my cell phone.I must talk less. Hmm… as for clothes, shoes n accessories, well i was never a fashion freak. So it at least under control.I hope i dont go bankrupt like i did last month.I was living on credit.  :-(  Thankfully i have paid all my debts today.

I have applied to few BPO jobs n others. Lets keep our fingers crossed.

Conversation with the Ego

The past is the past. It was meant to be that way. 

 What, you really believe that? That everything’s fated?

 Well, you know, the world might be less free than we think.

Yeah?

 Yeah, when given these exact circumstances, that’s what will happen every time: two part hydrogen, one part oxygen, you get water every time. 

 No, no, I – I – I mean what if  things might have been different. I believe that.

You can’t think like that, it’s… 

 No, I mean, I know you shouldn’t on most things, but – It’s just, on this one it seemed like something was off, you know?

The concept is absurd. The idea that we can only be complete with another person is evil! Right?

Maybe what I’m saying is, is the world might be evolving the way a person evolves. Right? Like, I mean, me for example. Am I getting worse? Am I improving? I don’t know. When I was younger, I was healthier, but I was, uh, whacked with insecurity, you know? Now I’m older and my problems are deeper, but I’m more equipped to handle them. Right????

A sincere Apology 4 my behaviour last nite….

Well here i am to apologise 4 my behaviour last nite. I donno wat came over me. I completely lost control over my fellings n emotions.I am not usually such a volatile person. But like i said b4 something unleashed me completely.I am terribly ashamed of myself 4 losing control like that.

I apologise to anyone i might have hurt unintentionally. I cant blame anything 4 my unaaceptable behaviour. I wasnt high on drugs neither  was I drunk . I wasnt anything actually. Pretty sad, actually.I wish i cud open up little bit more.

Ashi always said tht i am the biggest prude on the earth. Well u cant blame me 4 a conservative up bringing. I am not sorry tht i am a miss hoity toity or a miss goody too shoes.

Infact i did try smoking on Freshers Party. Didnt like it one bit.I abhor Drugs n Alcohol. They ruin a family. The most important  social unit .

I guess i harp too much on “Family” But i guess its coz i have none of my own.But thats ok. Yeah even if this very thing ruined my life.I never knew that being a part of broken family is held against u.

No i havent forgiven Ashi 4 making this the cause of our break up. Hmm… he said he doesnt have a prob with it but it’s his mom, i dont believe him, he cud have won them had he tried. But thats water under the bridge now.

I am accustomed to being on my own. Had been on my own since i was a lill chaild. I have grown up a long time ago. But i dont blame my parents. I mean its ok. Not all marriages are happy.

Neither all love stories end in a happy ending…