I will be the answer
At the end of the line
I will be there for you
While you take the time
In the burning of uncertainty
I will be your solid ground
I will hold the balance
If you can’t look down
If it takes my whole life
I won’t break, I won’t bend
It will all be worth it
Worth it in the end
‘Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
And when the stars have all gone out
You’ll still be burning so bright
Cast me gently
Into morning
For the night has been unkind
Take me to
A place so holy
That I can wash this from my mind
The memory of choosing not to fight
If it takes my whole life
I won’t break, I won’t bend
It will all be worth it
Worth it in the end
‘Cause I can only tell you what I know
That I need you in my life
And when the stars have all burned out
You’ll still be burning so bright
Cast me gently
Into morning
For the night has been unkind
I would have given you all of my heart
But there’s someone who’s torn it apart
And he’s taken just all that i have
But if you want i’ll try to love again
Baby, i’ll try to love again, but i know… The first cut is the deepest
Baby i know
The first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein’ lucky, he’s cursed
When it comes to lovin’ me, he’s worse…
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that i’ve cried
And i’m sure gonna give you a try
If you want i’ll try to love again, (try)
Baby, i’ll try to love again, but i know…
OOHHH,
The first cut is the deepest
Baby i know
The first cut is the deepest
But when it comes to bein’ lucky, he’s cursed
But when it comes to lovin’ me, he’s worse…
I still want you by my side
Just to help me dry the tears that i’ve cried
But i’m sure gonna give you a try
Cuz if you want i’ll try to love again
(try to love again, try to love again)
Baby, i’ll try to love again but i know, OOHHH….
The first cut is the deepest
Baby i know
The first cut is the deepest
When it comes to bein’ lucky, he’s cursed
When it comes to lovin’ me, he’s worse
OOHHH, the first cut is the deepest
Baby i know (baby i know)
The first cut is the deepest
Try to love again…
I love this song. It’s awesome! The first cut surely is the deepest.U try to forget n get on with ur life, but a part of u is still left behind in the past, craving his touch. He who lightened up ur world, who made the world a beautiful place again, he who gave u hope…
U bleed to death wen u are left alone.Trying to choke me with memories.I will fight my demons alone. No one can help me exorcise them.I will fight them, i wont give up.
But how do u fight love?
Doesn’t world make the world go around,making lives beautiful, spreading smiles? Or is love confined to the pages of a fairy tale?
I was wondering wat to post today. I mean watever I post has to be special.It being a valentines day, after all… right?
I thought, and I thought hard. Nothing inspirational flashed into my head. I donno wat to write that wud prove my love for Ashi.I thought abt writing a poem but decided against it.Poetry has to come frm within u, it cant be manufactured at ur whim. So I had to drop that idea too.
All the while I was thinking abt wat to do to make this day SPECIAL, I was listening to “Sajna Ve Sajna” from Chameli.Ah! I know many ppl didnt like the movie. The subject being controversial n not at all acceptable in “polite Indian society”, no matter how much we claim to be broadminded/ modern, we always look at certain issues with a critical eye. I donno y ppl cant accept it into their normal folds of life. After all this is LIFE!!! U just cant close ur eyes to unpleasanness around u.
Anyways, I just loved the movie “Chameli”. Though I am not a fan of Kareena Kapaur, I did feel that she acted brilliantly in the movie. And as for the songs in the movie, I simply loved them,especially”sajna ve sajna”. The lyrics are fabulous!!! The expression is so beautiful.And Sunidhi adds so much life. It’s a livewire . Too good a song.
But going back to the expressions in the song, its fabulous.The emotions evoked are so unruly, raw, intense….so natural.It bares up ur soul. It leaves u stripped off ur armour, completely vulnerable in front of ur beloved.The evocation of love wrenches ur heart .U can actually feel the words clawing at u, biting in to ur soul!!!It’s so damn powerful.
I love listening to the “Chameli” songs after a hard day at college especially if I am feeling melancholic, which is often.So on this special day, ASHI, imagine it’s me singing out to u, though I know u wud have no clue wat song is this n frm wat movie, but that doesnt matter. Wat matters is the expression , right?And it matters that i mean every single word Sunidhi sings.
This goes out to u, Ashi…
Mann saath samandar dol gaya jo tu aankhon se bol gaya…
Oh… mann saath samandar dol gaya jo tu aankhon se bol gaya
Le teri ho gayi yaar sajna ve sajna, ho sajna mere yaar sajna ve sajna
Jo saath samandar dol gaya tere pyaar mein le bin bol gaya
Le teri ho gayi yaar sajna ve sajna, oh sajna mere yaar sajna ve sajna
Oh re oh sajna oh...
Tujhe bhar loon apni aankhon mein, in aankhon ko main kholoon na
Kholoon apni baaton main phir is duniya se boloon na
Bhar loon apni aankhon mein, in aankhon ko main kholoon na
Kholoon apni baaton main phir is duniya se boloon na
Ho...
Main dekhoon main baat karoon tere saath jeeyoon tere saath maroon
Le teri ho gayi yaar sajna ve sajna, ho sajna mere yaar sajna..
Sajna…sajna...
Tu aur kissi ka na hona, main jeete jee mar jaaungi
Teri khaatir duniya se ab tanha hi lad jaaungi
Aur kissi ka na hona, main jeete jee mar jaaungi
Teri khaatir duniya se ab tanha hi lad jaaungi
Maine tujhko kahaan piya ye tan-man tere naam kiya
Le teri ho gayi yaar sajna…oh sajna mere yaar sajna ve sajna
Mann saath samandar dol gaya jo tu aankhon se bol gaya…
Oh… mann saath samandar dol gaya jo tu aankhon se bol gaya
Le teri ho gayi yaar sajna ve sajna, ho sajna mere yaar sajna ve sajna
Ho…sajna…sajna…sajna…sajna…sajna…
I mean everyword Ashi, i am crazy abt u. I want to die with the image of ur face in my eyes.U r the world for me.U are my world.
I hope i find him back b4 its too late. i hope he realizes not 25 mins too late…This is such a sad song, telling a sad tale. We lose love by our own faults. It brings tears into my eyes everytime i hear the song. So many lives are ruined.
I had sooooo… much fun today. I let myself go totally wild.I bunked class went to a frnds place. There was msuic in the background and all of a sudden the song “Dil Me Baji Guitar” was on, I got up n danced like crazy, Mumbai ishtyle!!! 😀
Everybody was initially surprised becoz i am not the outgoing type. And I am rather shy of dancing. But today i let myself go n danced like no one was watching. All my frnds joined me n we all had a blast.
I should do this more often. letting myself go, i mean.I feel gr8. i am on my own n free of all ties. Yipee!!! What more can a gurl ask for. I think it’s fun living on ur own. Trying to live each day as it comes. I feel like i am finally living my life.It isnt too bad.
Anyways I surprised myself my dancing on such a rowdy song. I mean i never did anything so wild b4. I have this impression of being Miss Hoity Toity. 😀
Well Its ben ages since i let myself go. After the break up with Ashi, i was living in a state of limbo.I hope I learn to let go soon. All this hurt is just making my life miserable.
Ooops!!! I promised myself not to write abt Him today. I am happy. I am enjoying my life.I will not think of him, at least not today.
So ppl let us all put on our dancing shoes. U know its so much fun partying in the middle of the week tht too without a plan. U just get up n say “wat the heck?!” Lets Live Life!!!
Hey after all all work n no play wud make me a dull girl , right?
I am not going to preach. I am sure u all r adults n know wats best for u, but sometimes do surprise urself by doing something quite unexpected..Dont let life be a drag.
o.k Enough of that. I dont wanna spoil the dasy now by transforming in to my old self, miss hoity toity herself. 😉
I know it’s late, I know you’re weary
I know your plans don’t include me
Still here we are, both of us lonely
Longing for shelter from all that we see
Why should we worry, no one will care girl
Look at the stars so far away
We’ve got tonight, who needs tomorrow?
We’ve got tonight babe
Why don’ t we stay?
Deep in my soul, I’ve been so lonely
All of my hopes, fading away
I’ve longed for love, like everyone else does
I know I’ll keep searching, after today
So there it is girl, I’ve got it all now
And here we are babe, what do you say?
We’ve got tonight, who needs tomorrow?
We’ve got tonight babe
Why don’t we stay?
I know it’s late, I know you’re weary
I know your plans don’t include me
Still here we are, both of us lonely
Both of us lonely
We’ve got tonight, who needs tomorrow?
Let’s make it last, let’s find a way
Turn off the light, come take my hand now
We’ve got tonight babe
Why don’t we stay?
We’ve got tonight babe
Why don’t we stay?
My current fav song is “Tere Bin” by Rabbi Shergill.I liked the song even b4 it was made a part of the movie “Delhi Heights”.Anyways am glad ppl now wud be able to appreciate this beautiful song.Ppl who dont understand Punjabi might face some probs. But i guess the essence of the song wont be lost on them. After all Music is universal. It knows no boundaries.Check it out below. It doesnt give u the full song. 😦
Tere Bin Sanu Sonya
Koi Hor Naiyo Labhna ,
Jo Dekhu Ruh nu Sakun Chuke Cho jo Nakhra Mera…!!!
Ve mein sara khum ke vekhya
America Roos Malayasia
Nai kite vi koi v pharak c,
Har kisi de koi sharat c,
Koi Mangda mere si sama,
koi hunda soorat te fida,
koi mangda meri c wafa,
na koi mangda meri bala,
Tere bin hor na kise mangni Meri ya Bala….
Tere bin hor na kise karni dhup wich shaa…..Tere Bin Sanu Sonya
Koi Hor Naiyo Labhna,
Jo Dekhu Ruh nu Sakun Chuke Cho jo Nakhra Mera…Jiven rukya c tu zara
Nai yo bolna mein saari umar ,
Jiven ankhya c aankha chura
Roovenga sanu yaad kar
Hasya si mein ehsa ajeeb
Par tu nai c hasya,
Dil Vich tere jo raaz c,
Menú tu kyu nai dasya
Tere bin sanu eh raaz Kise to naiyo dasna
Teri Bin peed da elaj Kise veid kolo lavan….Tere Bin Sanu Sonya
Koi Hor Naiyo Labhna,
Jo Dekhu Ruh nu Sakun Chuke Cho jo Nakhra Mera…!!!Milya c aaj menu tera ek patra
Likhya c jiste tu sher bardasht da
Padke c usnu aanju ek dulya
Aankha ch band c eh raaz aaj khulya
Tere bin eh mere aanju kise to naiyo chunga
Tere bin eh mere aanju Mitti wich roolna….!!!Tere Bin Sanu Sonya
Koi Hor Naiyo Labhna,
Jo Dekhu Ruh nu Sakun Chuke Cho jo Nakhra Mera…!!!
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